u foe'd me...

Do u think it's ok to step in n not deliver.?. Jus walk right through me as if ur the taking of the giver... Destroying yet another piece of me after knowing what it took to open up n luv u as there's no gain... How is it u feel at ease with the motion of harmony goin to waste.?. Is the mindset u seen to love in that same selfish.?. Or is it ur lookin for somethin beyond where I sit.?. U act as if ur the only one with emotion in the line... as I don't see me when I look u in the eyes... Only if u knew the depths I went to to tell myself u were worth the outcome... As I figured  as much as you'd wanna turn back around n change ur mind while I out last ur so called luv... I heard u tell me what it is I was to u... N I had no reason to not believe the way u touched me in ways not having u near wind up being the noose... Who is it ur heart seeks.?. N how is it u could sidestep me.?. Giving a lil bit for so long jus to move on... Leaving me once again feeling hopeless n torn... Taring my passion away from the horizon when it comes to the visual of someone actually giving a fuck... N as hard as it is for me to willingly find it in me to give trust... U knew it break the cycle of ever wanting an other to cover the remains of u... As it's even harder to find movement in the groove... Did u get caught up in being lonely until you've had enough.?. Then on to the next like passing hopscotch slipping it way on to the feel of their skin goin flush... It's a good way to tempt the monsters we keep hidden to life... as neither of us will no longer call u mine... U got some nerve to move like the wind in n outta people's lives... Only worried about ur own situation n what goes on in the emotions of ur mind... As ur own is as shallow as the way u say my name... U should've told me u jus wanted to play... I could've kept what's most precious to me locked the fuck up... There's plenty of others that would've had my interests as a must... As I now someone with a better understanding of who it is u truly are... U only play the part... What i lost was nothin when u went astray... Life went back to normal as i didn't havta wander with the confusion playin safe...