Moving on...

There's something a lil different the way life smooths out without feeling a woman around... Strange yet peaceful if that me she's any sense to the mindset we've been trained to collaborate with at if self has been found... Sad thoughts cross the mind when thinking of how I do better in my own... As others say I jus got ahold of all the won't ones that want for no one but themselves for their imaginary crowns where tilted upon their thrones... Absent minded is what I call them as attitudes are attached to pretty faces due no fuckin reason other than their own past they cannot let go of... Then turn with a cheek n wanna claim a raw emotion they refuse to use properly as luv... So I sit n do me wantin to reach out but hold out due to the all say the exact same thing... N every fuckin time it's always back to the basics that fall from their fingertips expecting more than what they put in but not wanting to be a fling... I don't sling meat no more n I could use a lil woman to make my day... N it's not that I fear relations coming on as they only seen to wanna play... N in return it makes me seen as if I'm in some bs as I've had to correct a few in the last couple yrs in their negativity I do not find attractive... Goin around acting like the same ol same unable to balance themselves out as if a child needing told what to do so their can be interactions... Though I try not to have at them bcuz I could very easily break then the fuck form on who they truly are... Yet, there's no point in letting social bs get to me or even get that far... N all I wanna know is wheres the individually of strong away from the malarkey to plant a foundation that can thrive.?. I sent goin in reverse as what's happened is behind me n I have to need in any more wasted time... Fuckin around with a water downed passion had no flavor to enjoy drippin from in between their legs... It's jus sex if their head have ain't on point knowin what it takes to not make a real man beg... That shits for the birds as that fly from the fists that need not be squeezed... All in all I jus wanna live drama free...