a tad bit different...

she asked me what i believe in, if i did in anything at all... so i told her, people will leave u to crawl... they care bcus luv is the selfishness of the way an other makes us feel... n she jus looked at me as if my words weren't real... tellin me not everyone wants to take away the mental n emotional state in which we live... i told her to prove it as she bit her lip... as she seemed to talk the jive of every other female tryin to reinsert the tingle that only lasts so long... i was willin to be proven wrong... playin a lil show n tell as she to withdrew from the chatter so spoke of... n i replied once again, u know nothing of luv... talk is cheap as my words struck a nerve... i heard her tone change as if letters needed to be burped... askin me, if i don't believe why do i speak of the things i do... i told her i do it for people like u... to relate for i've been to what most consider paradise until it goes away... she looked at me n damned near called me outta my name... so i followed it up with don't be so closed minded to the facts... no one truly cares unless relations are intact... that's when i heard her grunt with a sigh for i was testin her patience... seems her new expressions needed a face lift... she knew depths have awakened within to tell these things i say... with her own fortune of havin someone to say her name... a question was asked from the other side of trust... will u ever again believe in luv.?. n i didn't pause nor did i mumble as i said, the day when someone likes me i'll believe it's more than the feel of touch... throwin her off for she's never listened to a man spit the way i do... guess i'm a tad bit different n can only fall in luv if there is an honest use...