crazy third leg...

under the contrary of relations in a single sense of humor jus playin around... the dog within me retracts on command as he he's dyin to get out... yet, obedient the hooch sits with his head cocked jus wantin the belly rubbed... starvin for attention but isn't ready to fall in luv... damn mutt bugs the fuck outta me when the lights go off... usin my mind against me to ttry to make me feel bad for the lack there of as if the drive is lost... n even though i feel his pain, slingin meat jus isn't my thing no more... waitin for the mood to kick in n chase her from the bed to the floor... lettin the pooch run for a bit so he can leave me be... but i know him to well as this holdin out is the hardest thing due to i'm used to daily interactions livin free... as it feels like its been yrs since hands reached for the pleasures held within... but tryin to explain that to a hound that knows how to do what he knows best isn't easy keepin him away from where's he's been... showin me it's teeth like i'm more afraid of him than these females that seem to know what a tramp is... i gotta nad wrap from my past n switched some shit up as this mongrel jus wants to slide on through n skip the emotional aspect like it's an option to exist... my bite wants to nibble n the effects of the feel would get me in more trouble than what i need to be in... so if i listened to the sexual desires i'd prolly have a repeat offender wantin me to be bad all over again... as contact is avoided n the power is invested in me that clings to the tongue jus beggin for one lil ol lick on the go... fuckin animal won't give up no matter how much i tell it no... pantin n lookin for the singal to attack... as i'm afraid it'll break the next ones back... so loose it is not allowed to veer off solo for it cannot be trusted... i've worked hard to become more than a shifter that unwinds a females gears... stay, sit, lay, good boy as peeks at me through the corner of his eyes knowin the struggle is real... lil fella jus wants to have a lil fun... jus wants to follow a lil somethin tryin to run... clingin to the interaction of motion gettin outta control... heel!!! no!!!