I see ur face every time i think of luv... N it seems when i do i wind up feeling an absense hushed... As i come to recall why i can't dig so deep... Damn memories are still to forget what the heart jus cannot delete... With a different story looking me in the face i cannot take... Somewhere, somehow, i find myself alone n nothing is the same... The world changed before my eyes n i didn't even see it happen... All i can remember is the pain i held on to bcuz it was the closest thing to hearing u laughing... The last known feeling i had when u weren't there by my side... It created a loneliness within me as i still believe i havta hide... N even though i remain picking out the pieces of u in my mind... I dug out all emotion when u were no longer in my life... Filled the whole n watched the soil rot where u once laid... Ur no more than a hologram left untamed... Free to roam but never to touch the skin that sought to u fit comforts best... As i imagine what was then to what must be now for u are gone... Living in every other detail in those that come along... I turn away from everyone that reminds me of how u move... N the way u sound with a chuckle that cut me loose... Released from the wonder of luv that i thought was real... I guess in ways none of us truly heal...
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