With a thought that comes n goes... One that wonders of the true feeling of a place called home... What would be if someone made me feel like I'm someone special as if I mattered to them playing fair... To be the me I've forgotten how to be within relations as they somehow truly care... It crosses the mind every so often... Pulling me into a different kinda reality where I momentarily soften... Knowing I've never been touched the way I've felt skin so smooth... N i'm jus moving on to wherever life winds up after digging the blade outta my mood... It seems I'm living through daydreams thinking of the comfort to settle the nerves... Looking off into nowhere, gone as I tend to drift with my own self worth... N then I come back jus to remembering how bad relations hurt every fuckin time... Making it easier to smile in the mirror n get on with life... Though it bothers something within to know I truly tried so i could be without a doubt the one person an other clings to... But it's jus never more than a moment put to use... I'm that after thought set to the side for a later date like i'm always gonna be around... N all I ever desired was to be a twinkle in an eye that could relate to a presence found... I often drift with the mind loosened from realities grip... Not knowing what it's like to comfort a friend like no other caught up when bodies begin to twist...
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