Where were u when I was down.?. Struggling in the middle of life fighting a frown... Seems u were nowhere in sight... As I lost a friend in my mind... Hurt n scared I never stopped... Witness to u turning to fun from to the top... Knowing i was bottomed out unable to ask for help... Yet u yourself judged me n that shit was felt... Between the pain n my smile it was like Jekel n Hyde... N the one thing I thought was I'm losing valuable time... For our friendship never meant a damn thing to u... I had to cut u loose... I guess ur crown was worth so much more... N that's another thing that touched my core... U truly thought u were better than me... Metaphorically I was drowning n couldn't breathe... With nowhere to go n no place to call home... N in my loss I realized it was ok to be alone... Due to the silence of counting on me was as beautiful as having one more day... Even though u of all people u helped others tarnished my name... I was in need of a friend as i had to reconnect with myself... The was no u when it mattered the most n to be honest I'm so glad for me u had no use... So thanks is given to how u showed me what people are capable of... As my brief down slide transformed a better version of me I like n I luv...
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