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Monday, March 2, 2020

the cycle...

others look at me the way i look at u... as my heart slides down my sleeve every time i imagine the way u move... seems we want those who never want us in return... n it's u lurking behind my eyes in a visual having so much worth... i may not be much to u but u tend to mean something to me... as i live my life without being able to get close enough to touch what's in my dreams... life awakens on the thought of ur skin felt through my fingertips... jus to feel u in a moment where time pauses long enough so motion can live... it's truly a loss to havta go on without u ever knowing of cherished u really are... even though u could care less that there's a luv for u that clings to my heart... unbreakable n silent as heartbeats themselves tremble to this fact... having to find out where i belong alone opposed to building a world for our own depths to comfortably be intact... sights watch me ignore gestures so kind a fool would pass them by... yet i'm staring at u pretending i do not exist while chuckles form a line... from one to the next the silliness can be heard when intent is meant in words released... as sighs could only hope you'd lean in to me n somehow believe... n it's a cycle that rotates until broken by self when it's witnessed as an empty hole... fantasizing of how things would be stuck in a walleyed vision seeking a place to call home... they peep me the way i long to hold u in my arms so tight... as u to are lingering on someone drifting to find their one to be considered as mine... having a difference of likes that build every belief to gain trust... as a friend is always bypassed due to attractions wander on the wonder of certain types held flush...

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