if i would've gotten to know u, i woulda neva fell... n if i coulda remembered who i was at the time when i went to far in needin help... i wouldn't have been lost for so long lookin for a friend jus to let myself down when it was my heart that was lent... only if i would've waited to give in to what sucked me in to what was supposed to be meant... i coulda saved myself yrs of lost time tryin to put me back together...i know what i shoulda done yet, it was something i couldn't resist talkin about forevers... chasing immature emotions that u used against me that showed me i never mattered to a so called friend... as words i would not allow to be said as u buried yourself in the end... deep inside of me u went to twist me in ways my smile was confused... if i could've dug u up sooner than life being so amused... the sinking into my chest u shouldn't have ever been... let alone running through my thoughts without knowing who u were waiting to pretend... n if only, i remained true to the one that mattered the most... i could have seen through the bs u claimed was as real as how my name u had to roast... yet, it was the clown u had fun with that was more than u should of had ever been able to get to know... i should had left u the fuck alone...
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