fuck off...

what is it u want.?. in all seriousness, who do u want me to be.?. in all ur thoughts of what a man is suppose to be... do u truly understand u have no idea what it takes in a world so harsh to fulfill the need to jus wanna live without the demand of over rated dreams..?. as real as i can relate, do u not get it.?. the pressure of being all n the above... quietly kept, how am i to fill thoughts drilled into ur head.?. fuck rhyming at this point of connecting on another level... what the fuck am i to u.?.  this world ain't the same as when lil heathens ran wild listening to those who were ignorant to equals able to maintain... where's ur mind contemplating what's in it for u.?. be real for once in ur life... come clean... tell it like it is... i'm cool with the terms in which determine relations in ur mind... as long as u can witness my contribution on trying to make it happen... from my angle jus wanting to be seen...  what's the deal in the middle of the grind.?.  who in the fuck are u?. lets get to what matters the most... the way luv is as selfish as looking out after how self feels before anyone else... tell it like it is... i'm inur face daring u to show yourself for a greater cause... are u gonna play ur gender into every aspect of ur life.?.  raw n in it for ur own gain... admit it... be real... it's ok if u only knew...  how my disbelief was what id wonder wasn't what u felt what was best forme.?.  only if u could see life through an other's eyes... better would be a thing of beauty untamed... then again, maybe it's me who jus thinks too much... believing in a true connection where genders do not role play... getting it in day by day... in luv with life first n foremost... gathering what is most important when mindsets differ to say the least... fuck it right.?. who cares as long as everyone can claim they're the best thing ever... what is it u want from me.?.what is it i havta prove.?.  to who of all people as u.?. why.?.are u special in one way or another.?. some kinda different that everyone else ain't saying they are or ain't.?. i'm jus trying to get down to the bare facts... who in the fuck is who.?. n why should i believe ur on some other level without any proof... oh, yeah, it's bcuz u said ur something else... excuse me for side stepping ur self worth... i do so apologize... i don't mean to tarnish ur ego whatsoever n all... i jus don't understand how ur so high on ur hog... feeding in to ur own self righteous bs...