do u ever get lonely when u seem to be healed.?. i often wonder how it is u truly feel... with a curiosity that tends to wander off when i think of u... it's like i wanna believe we ain't so far apart when it comes to the emotion wanting to be put to use... though it's jus a thought when u cross my mind... drifting in ur own way trying to so me how have more meaning to life... as i go a lil further to find reasons why we shouldn't try to hold on to what could be found... yet silence remains the one thing keeping us apart due to the lack of sound... i'm merely a fan in the crowd who can admit i too paid the cost... i'm jus going on with attempting to use time in a manor it doesn't feel as if self hasn't been lost... in my head ur what is craved bcuz my heart can feel things when i look at u... for some reason i believe in the silliness of emotions wanting desperately to move... n all i wanna know is if i have been seen without being in ur physical sights... as quiet as i can possibly ask, is it ur afraid to speak to me as u hide.?. i won't tell no one a word if it's me lingering in daydreams wishing u could feel me close... to fall into the feel of skin touching so we're not alone... hasn't it been long enough.?. or is it not a shame we havta live this way without what is obviously a real chance at luv.?. if not, it's ok to do what it is u do... i jus thought i'd tell u a thing or two... like how i'd enjoy having ur smile awaken to my face come mornings where we're still going strong... wanting one thing n that's to last for a lifetime knowing with each other we belong... u n i in our moment to finally have that distance closed... to open up in ways we've never trusted to claim a home... do u ever sit n stare out into nothing n see us in the horizon n catch yourself chuckling at the thought of me.?. bcuz you'd make the difference if we were ever to truly be...
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