my minds been on my money for so long i don't feel an other to be a comfort at all... maybe i need a lil help to remind me of what emotion truly can do... to open me up n put to use what i've tried to give away... for my secret is i wanna somehow come back to life but i can't seem to believe in anything other than bodies that move... jus bcuz seeing beneath the skin is an impossible act... so it's motion that claims interest that flows to moans n that's a fact... as thoughts gather past times of how i was so good when in relations... until the trap twisted my reality into a deserted wasteland that captured my will to give in... n yet, it's the one thing missed in do not know how to get back to that digs in deep... living in the silence of my own heartbeat pulsating in an empty room jus wanting a moment to feel a real kiss... something reaching in to soothe the comfort of no harm intended... though it's my funds i must rely on so my life can keep from falling apart... on my way in one direction unable to loosen up to a set of hands that jus wanna enjoy me... i guess i jus don't wanna loose it all over again as i tend to fly as solo as to play my own cards...
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