the loner drifts...

i can help stimulate ur deepest desires but u prolly think i'm a ho...

n from  a far u might think it's wise to let me pass even though ur curiosity wants to know...

i get that allot when females look at me n those are the ones i believe have trust issues...

jus bcuz i'm different n look the way i do i fit the gigilo profile wanting one night to put u to use...

i could play that roll like i have so many times in my past like i don't care...

yet, i've had that kinda fun n jus keep things a lil more simple than being here n there...

as bizarre as it may seem, even though i am a freak, it ain't all about the sex...

but there's prolly nothing i can do to get u to see there's also a pulse beating in my chest...

judged i am by how i'm free to be me n i get how eyes take in what they do not know...

as i sit around watching good azz females take to lames jus wanting their moans...

as depth is the reach uncharted due to the shallow in which people live in...

real being a character played until life gives enough time to see one an other from within...

with me still stationary cruising in my own lane never to be phased by a touch...

though it would be nice to be felt n feel how groping would triggers lusts...

n there's nothing wrong with it if it's jus one person at a time...

i can admit i entertain the things i could do to u that linger throughout my mind...

though so many take that as a commitment i jus can't submit to...

there's jus no way for me to open up n allow someone to play with my emotions calling a truce...

it takes more than a few hours of letting me have my fro me to fall deeply in luv...

when fantasies n realities live side by side is when it's mire than a crush...

as i'm a lil to much for most stuck on i'm prolly a great one night stand...

n to dig into the statement beyond the truth there's a good azz man...

unseen due to the visual display of being friendly with whoever chooses to speak...

ignored is the realism of i'm jus not out to put others down looking to align my kill streak...

yeah, dick n skill i have yet, it's what isn't known that i have even more ability of...

as i am no more than a whore jus bcuz no one truly knows i don't chase the rush...

it must be a mindset scared to realize i have evolved from the silly lil games...

holding my passion closer to me than a body could ever be held, not to be burnt by the flame...

so the loner drifts in the line of sight where behind the scenes is a mystery...

a secret others tend to assume is a lifestyle of women used to be collected in my history...

i'd enjoy u, n yeah i'd play with u in ways i'd never get enough...

but it's what's already in ur head that keeps me from ever wanting to actually fuck...