it's crazy how long it takes to get over someone we know isn't any good for ourselves... feeling the linger within that doesn't wanna let go of the heart jus wanting to live... unable to move on with someone more than worth the life sparked ignited... it's so foolish to hold on to the emotion slowly dying knowing it'll one day have nothing left to give... n yet the mind plays games with the memories still at large walking around in the head... as others reach for what they cannot have... it ain't ease to adjust to new intents after going all the way in... losing senses of what's best for self when the end comes along to fuck with life enslaved... wanting to keep the promises alive for they were meant... as an other jus gives up on the notion of it jus isn't enough in a pivot spin to walk away... forcing the feeling to rot over a coarse of painful memories taunting free will... until one day self remembers how it's ok to accept the change that helped delete the hate... transforming the hurt into a healing gain...as the ease soothes in a positive manor awaiting a laugh... jus to think back at the yrs it took to regain control... knowing what will never cause misfortune again is left deep in the past...
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