lookin for luv in the dark...

maybe i am peeking around for someone n i don't want anyone to know...

waiting on that moment in which eases into the nerves letting go...

hoping they come strolling along in the meeting of something we cannot deny...

making a difference sought out to fit the eyes mood that refuse to lie...

it is possible i hide from life until it itself will never be the same...

casting stares n able to touch the skin that creates an emotion to gain...

wanting to taste lips only i will ever kiss as the missing piece...

allowing me to gather unused dreams as they align so perfectly with reality...

it could very well be my patience jus needed a lil time to get me together...

perhaps to give to an other that will turn out to be more than a luv'r...

with emotion on reserve ready to come from depths to be the glue...

holding all the other components snug with a gentleness as we move...

falling in to a hand pressed against the cheek...

landing my own lips upon a forehead worth the greet...

it jus might be i don't wanna give my passion to another stranger saying my name...

as desire craves my last attempt to show a lil more than to be tamed...

i scrummage through thoughts to see if i know who it could be...

n without them coming from within the crowd i haven't a clue to think...

yet it doesn't help how i run with a pickiness i want for myself...

for i've come to relate to a reason of why comfort jus isn't felt...

hello.!.

i've come from below...

switched some shit up n found a better version of self to share...

damn, i cannot believe what i've tucked away that is so fuckin rare...

with raw intent that hadn't surfaced with it's truths until now...

n it's a good thing no ones knows that i jus wanna feel the way a heart beat sounds...

pulsating n reaching for a smile stretched across my face...

i wanna feel it vibe as it pounds with the syllables of my name.?.

playing with the tongue to enjoy the tone it makes...

as my devotion awaits a presence to motion towards me that cannot be faked...

i'm silently watching for a sway in the back of my mind...

believing on day i can leave all this wandering behind...

for all i know the fear is wearing off n the weight isn't as heavy as it once was...

it's feasibly the answer to the linger of questions within is a friend looking for luv...