help me...

give it to me straight to point in which i need to know... from a perspective i can only assume sits upon its throne... i'm willing to come back down from the cloud i ran off too... yet it's gonna take a moment to relate truths coming together for a common use... help me understand the other side n correct what it is i believe i know... i ain't perfect, i jus came up with my train of thought due to what i've allowed with false hopes... but i ain't broken by far as the cover smiles with the clown everyone can see... i'm jus trying to get on with life n wind up where belonging doesn't always havta dream... so tell it the way it needs to be said as it's ur lips that babble that i'm listening to... like u i need a lil proof that what rests in the mind is real or a gathering of bad times that needs cut loose... help me comprehend a better image of another in a way it's not one sided... n the flow of a deeper friendship jus might open up so i don't havta hide it... i wanna hear what i've never been able to feel as i pretend others are all the same... there is no stone written on until i can wash the memory of all these played out games... there's jus too much bs in the head keeping me from witnessing worth the way it was meant to give... n i'm tired of resisting the recreation of something better due to my own stubborn shit... talking about my angle as it's the only one ever to exist... lemme sit in silence n take in someone else's drift... maybe i can learn a few things that'll help me confirm what was isn't what will always be... but don't touch me until we can communicate properly... jus go back n forth with me so we can openly admit a few things that hold us back... i'm not scared to flip the tongue for a rotation of words ready to spew of what's considered to be intact... for the jugular u should extend ur version of life n what you've come as u somehow evolved... i have this endless puzzle i cannot seem to be able to solve... n i'm thinking i could use a friend to help me with the pieces that do not tend to fit... from the other side of the equation that isn't as clear as an emotion believed to be so counterfeit...