if my words stumble over my tongue, will u ever forgive my silence lost in a dream.?. as i know u are the one listening for my voice that somehow doesn't sound like me... believe me if i get scared i don't meant to resist the urge to hold u tight... there's jus things i do not trust that i'm coming around to allow someone back in my life... jus wanting to ease in as slow as time will not mimic my past... to be able to reason with u as we make our way through the sighs that eventually gasp... don't be alarmed if i come at u a lil different that all the others have n do... i'm somewhere else in my head taming my emotions so a friend can find me n put me to use... opening me up is the hardest thing to do when i know what i want... n for what i see i'm in no rush to ruin what could very well be like evolving into a rare kinda luv... i don't mean u no harm is i mute intent ... it's jus so i know for sure who stands with me as life is spent... this world is so chaotic it's difficult to tell one loon from the next... n if u ever feel me holding back, jus believe i'm no fool n move with precaution to obtain the best... not as in perfect but for comfort to settle the nerves... it's not easy attempting to create a honest worth... as raw sensitivities are at stake that don't heal so quick.... there's so much more to relations than the tenderness of a kiss... so by chance i don't seem to be with it n ur questions arise... i'm jus doin my damndest to give to u what i have inside... hidden away to be released like a time capsule waiting to be placed in ur hands... as simple as the basics can be show to the naked eyes in which the way i stand... i'm jus one individual willing to see where things go... to witness age claim the face so neither of us will ever by choice live alone...
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