do u remember how it felt inside.?. when the thought came along of someone leaving ur life... n how the pain n the misplacement scared u so bad... like life itself would never be the same as the truth unused luv feeling so sad... does it still linger with a certain sting bcuz they jus had no idea what it was you'd do to help them smile.?. as emotion reaching had no other choice but to be retired... to simmer for as long as it took to gather some kinda other way... do u recall the twist of that first time e seen the after effects of not having them around.?. when u knew somehow it wasn't gonna be long before being alone was to be tortured by letting go of a clown... creating a mime within self... trying to hold on to anything that resembled an attachment dying harder than the fall in which the heart had some sorta help... when the initial process touched the softer side of desires.... how was it u got lost in the burning of the flickering fire.?. said to be the spark in the eyes that lights up the night when making luv... prior to ever even losing the mind to the thought caught up in the rush... can u go back into a past time n gather how it foreshadowed what was to come.?. able to know how far u went in to bounce off what u hushed... seeing the distance grow as u ignored the facts... even though now u laugh... where were u as everything became as still as the end closing in.?. losing vital recognition of how to respond to the way they turned away from the chuckle in the ribs... as friends were no more than a poof in the wind blowing by... preliminary to as premature as it was jus a trick in the mind... did u ever think it would come true.?. now that u sit in ur distant solitude...
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