She has a heart filled with unused emotions she can't seem to give away... There's jus been no one to come along n make her feel wanted aside the physical contact of games... N all she ever wants is be able to give herself that one person that holds her worth higher than life itself... Showing her she matters to him as she is felt... As she sits alone wondering if it's her that needs fixed... Knowing damn well she had what it takes to get caught up in the mix... Falling into passion that leads her mind the thoughts left in an isolated room... She awaits the presence of a real man willing to do more than lay down the kaboom... For sex lingers but isn't the key factor if a friend is wanting in... While it tugs a push thinking of the feel of someone deep within... She isn't for jus anyone this she knows... So alone is the best way even though there nights grow old... Forcing the toss of the turn bcuz she silently craves to be luv'd... Finding strength in the solitude life created by choices to help her learn of lusts... She cannot throw her desires around for they are all she has... Drifting within her the wonder of who what when where n how in the fuck she's to know as she has gotten over her past... Willing to be a part of someone else's joy for once... As she remains behind closed doors until the hands of time turn for her to be touched...
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