Fitting in...

In crowds feeling outta place...
Uncomfortable around others at if invading space...
Jus wanting be alone...
When the thought occurs to wanting to go home...
There's no fitting in to minds that pass judgement...
Jus for the hell of it...
Wanting to mingle yet others jus aren't appealing to anything other than the eyes...
Mindsets overloading emotions that hide...
Real being the thing no one does...
So the loner falls back away from the fake luv...
As like itself isn't practiced when everyone seems the same...
Tucking self behind closed doors afraid to be felt by loosened words...
On any level of friends for associate is a better term...
There's a discomfort in knowing how others refuse to think humbly...
Pretending to go with the flow so easily...
Out in the open people all share the identical characteristics...
Living for a future n forgetting the now in which is so deeply missed...
Tryin to act better than the next...
Nah, I don't feel that type of nonsense in my chest...