Fuck shits damn, same dream again... Waking up old n deteriorating... Alone in my age of rotting... Remembering nothing of luv that was never gained... As tears fall from thy eyes with a whipping of pain... Lost at the end of a lifetime without recognition of emotion... No chance had come to show true devotion... Jus the skin wrinkled n ashing clinging the bone... Gone to far mentally to the other side of the solitude forgetting what it feels like to go home... As the awakening brings reality to thought of my now self fighting to remain free... Knowing they're two forms of freedom n to choose would be wise as I breathe... Feeling the raging pulse reach for fresh air... Submitting to the truth that any heart without passion is a waste n unfair... Taking moments unmade from the mind that feeds life to movent of moans... As I need not sleep to relive the horror behind my eyes sown... Locked in until the day of it to be that I to hold my desire my arms... I lay in silence drifting with the dark that claims light that means no harm... Not having any comfort of an other for the suffering to find strength to rise the morning n smile... Hopeful of the needs of wants to ease into my own life n be willing to stay to stop the nightmare as if a child...
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