Helpless...

I can hear u... Hello... I know ur out there... Help me... I can't get out n it's dark in here... Hey... Am I to far beneath the surface to be heard.?. Please... I need help... I don't know what to do... I feel I'm trapped... I feel alone... N I don't wanna force smiles no more... I jus don't wanna put on that mask... But I can't let anyone see me cry... Jus open me up... I'm drowning... I'm begging u to notice there's something wrong before I'm to far outta reach... Please come get me... Unlock my heart n free me from the pain... I'm ready to go with u... Ready to live again... I jus don't know how to escape this endless abandonment... The careless isolation u cannot see... I feel I'm dying... Goin further n further everyday... Digging my depths up to find there's nothing left of me... It hurts... It fucks with my head... I feel ur vibrations... Throw me a line... Save me from this ache that enslaves me... I can't take no more... I jus wanna live... Hello!!! Are u there.?. Touch me... I need to feel something real... A friend... A piece of myself rise up n want more again... I'm down here... Please... Don't leave me... I don't wanna be left in here by myself anymore... The echos haunt me dreams... The silence breaks me down... I jus want a normal life... I need to hear that I'm someone too... Can u feel me pushing out  from the inside.?. Cut me open... Drag me from this place I do not want to be in... I'm in need of a change... Hear me!!! Hey!!! Why can't u hear my screams.?. Why do u over look me.?. Why am I not good enough.?. Why do I have to feel this way.?. I jus want out... Someone please... Release me... Take me away... There's too much here to be fixed... There's jus the confinement of the mind sucked in to the depression I cannot fight... Please... I don't wanna live this way... I jus need to be freed... To live... To feel luv'd...

I guess ur not listening... Or I might have thought u were here looking at my outter shell in which I reside...

Hello n goodbye...