Are relations free.?.

Live in ur past or get with the living... Be what makes the difference n decide what's uplifting... U can relive every vivid detail or u can shut it the fuck up... There's choices to be made n it's ur responsibility to move on or watch  a pattern repeat claiming luv... Think of it as an offering of self no longer outta control... Causing pain to others to come along that do not deserve the bs u cater to as self must be put on hold... Reasoning with yourself to stop the chaos wanting to open ur every thought... So what is it ur convo is good for if reality slapped u in the face to awaken u in a pause.?. Are u stuck in a distinctive moment without a friend to listen to u torture the one person within that cannot escape... Or is it the healing process needs a lil more time to catch up with the facts that will forever remain.?. Yet, has the mind come around to knowing the letting go had already occurred n u feel a sigh in the mornings dusk.?. Who's ur tongue move with standing where u are when u talk about luv.?. Hung up n lost, getting better as the days go on or is it ur over the bs as ur tone refuses to entertain what used be.?. I'm only asking to see what stage ur mindset resides in so I know if relations are free... Goin back n fort isn't a very attractive thing if ties bind u to everything you've every known that has gone so fucking wrong... N until u can level up u can't do much of anything listening the same ol songs... Who is it on display I see looking in my direction for something new.?. The difference to be taken into affect as eyes wanna go deeper than old flings cut loose... Does ur lips still shape ex luv'rs names.?. Or are u capable of gathering yourself so an other won't ever havta hear of u n someone else that went down in rage.?. As the flames burn images resurrected in making them go through where they've been before u stepped into their life... From who is it u hide.?. Tucked behind the truths for everyone to feel the vibe pulsating with words that reflect on the negativity that's captured ur own happiness... Or are u real enough to move on with the configuration of someone who gets the motion of giddiness.?. Mature, as then is not now n no one can hurt self unless self allows it... Finding that tickle that fingers ur ribs... Are u hear with me or in a prior time caught up fighting self.?. What is it I'm truly being dealt.?.