I'm not feeling it... SD

U say u luv me, u said u missed me I don't know how many times... Yet I know who u are n I don't like ur kind... U wanna call n text like u think I'm clueless of what u want... U need help getting things back in order n think I'm gonna accept ur fake azz luv... Yet I've gone back to who I was before I allowed emotion to run free... N it's not jus u I irritate so don't go being mean... Ur tongue n disregard of what I needed from u was the cut that bled u from me... n there's no way possible to hear me say u are what I need... The time had passed n I'm looking to do my own thing soon one I feel I can trust an other... N I don't wanna hurt u, I jus don't feel the reason to continue to have u add luv'r... There's nothing u possess that intrigues my inner desires... I want a real woman my age that i can admire... U jus wanna get back in to better yourself... N I get it but I also come to realize you'll leave one day n that to me is no help... So try ur trucks those u find shallow n weak... U n I both know them do anything if u take their meat... Even though I know ur part that point in ur life yet come at me like imma give away what I've earned... Shit that took a few yrs back without ur pitching in on worth... Nah I don't like u n iI proll never will again... I'm different now n like I told u, u don't know me as a man... I need someone more mature the way the delivery themselves... Knowing I removed my own scars so there is no whelps... N u knew I lost someone to the same bs u brought into my life... N not both of u can go fuck off as I've regained my mind... I have no supposed to the way u had none for me tryin to get back to my kids... I did it on my own for I the tickle in my ribs... So please stop, I don't want to hear how u claim u still feel... I'm done n I jus wanna move in to get to a set of arms that are real... I'm not looking down barrels defending my well-being anymore... N I don't havta wonder where I'm sleeping as ur passed out n damn near dead in ur core... I applaud u had it in u to overcome what you've allowed... It's jus, I don't wanna be bothered with what was bcuz I'm too busy living in the now... I'm not feeling it n I never will... I enjoy passing my bills...