crushin hard...

often more times than not the thought comes to me thinkin outside the box... what would i feel like to u beneath the way u reach for the likings of me as my fingers are crossed... am i wrong to have the interest of return jus to know if youd be willin to want the need of me under ur fingertips on the loose..? i seem to get  lost in the mental drift collectin what hasnt even happened as id luv to be the reason u open up to my silent truths... u dont know it but u seem to follow my daydreams from time to time as they lead me to u in my mind as if u take me for a ride... somehow ur presence is felt as if it were real enough to touch me as u guide my direction in life... as quiet as its kept i dont let it be known as youll prolly neva know i have this thing for u that keeps comin back around as u cross my endless mind...  n i wish i could release the energy u bring up from within that goes unsettled with the vibe as i let it pass through the cracks of my eyes openin themselves to the way i hade..