what if i wanted to get close but couldnt? what if it wasnt anyone other than me sayin i shouldnt? lets say i jus needed to get me together but not in an emotional way. would u be patient to find what it is ur interest has taken in me n wait? i need a friend who can relate... shit fell apart n im tryin to come back before i can show my face... that is the way i wanna with that look in my eyes. so what if i wanna, yet found myself correctin my life? what if i was in the process of holdin out for a better cause... believin i have more to offer than jus who i am to help out in lifes moment to pause. what if i grew up n found a way to help me for once after reality changed? total loss if u must know as if it took too long for it to rearrange. what if i had interest as a friend for a bit n jus walk in my own lane without any complications? what if it isnt i that needs a demonstration? what if im ready on an emotional n physical level as im tightenin up my end of things so i know i got me? bcuz if u cannot relate to that, please, leave me be!
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