self watched her fall to drugs.. knowin self could'nt help her outta the hole in which she's dug... as she'll neva return as the same person self fell for... as self knows she's purposely forced the separation to save self from bein caged behind closed doors... havin to swallow what was the realist fuckin thing eva felt so self can move on... knowin reality took a friend like no other as it isnt that self wasn't enough as self stood in true form... witness to one good azz woman gone beyond the arms that once held her close... tryin to balance the teeter of luv self let go to redefine home... as truths rounded out to let the fuck go... now somewhere out here on the roam... lookin back wonderin what would've been if the line of sanity would'nt had been crossed... if things woulda told her there's no need in runnin from a heart for yrs set on pause... as the wait seen who came from the depths as someone else... self sat still n released the hold to one day that'll find what was lost in the mix of the mess... as the mind waits with reason of who's allowed beneath the surface... neva to compare but to let known the levels within that find emotion a raw untameable worth none the less... self lost out as self grew an understandin of who self is... n self, keeps this hush upon selfs lips...
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