free handin life as im off to where i am to wind the up... standin still long enough to catch my breath once i bust...
i loosened the grip that held on too tight... bit my lip n it changed my fuckin life...
so yeah, i walk without that feelin of luv... theres only one way id wanna be touched...
due to i jus aint got it in me to bow ever again... i dont wanna meet my biggest fan...
im doin me n goin on about my way... n theres really nothin else to say...
things jus aint the same for the feel of relations jus aint what therye said to be... i gave up on findin someone who thinks like me...
my hesitations got fed up n ran outta patience... as i do not beleive in datin...
the checkin of tongues keep the honest fling from bein real... i dont trust it n i refuse to play as its me they try to steal...
theres no such thing as fate therefore my interest gave away the notion of how u feel i need to correspond... im too busy doin what i do to fall back in luvs ...
sorry follows that feel that redirects thoughts goin under the pain... friends neva last long enough to enjoy the distance fell too short jus before they decide to bang out n escape...
dont reach for i wont havta avoid ur feelings callin out... i dont wanna hear i luv u slip from ur mouth...
i jus wanna get along n jus wait for the end... without expectations of a so called friend...
my heart aint on the attempt for the shallow fill that dips in to stir shit up... theres nothin there after the motion surges from the ultimate rush...
time tends to unwind in another life where they simply do not exist... as the taste of a kiss isnt no more than the changin of flavors drippin from the lip...
im not in to the turn that separates the good times with that incision below the chin... to me, thats jus no fuckin way to live...
lemme be me on my way that away goin on about my merry way... time wont wait on me to reside where i am if i stay...
that let down jus isnt my thing... n no, i dont wear legal rings...
all i have to give to u is a moment to cherish ur desires needin that fix... if i aint what u thought i was u can always think differrently of me as jus another dick...
maybe thats jus who ive become... tuned in mentally to know using that emotional dig that tends to force a lil too much...
yet, ill allow u to get as close as to place ur hands upon me for ur own comfort from time to time... then i gotta go as i dont believe in the goodbye thatll eventually come as its me u wont like...
its a choice u have to face lookin at me bcuz i aint gonna wait around n waste what i have... i dont get attached n i truly dont wanna lie to u the way words do as i dont want u to be mad...
its jus nothin lasts forever so ive gotten used to bein alone... so fuckin far, far, far from home!!!
n i know im not the only one that felt the delusion break the mindset of trained beings... i jus wanna be me...
livin without the slammin doors that come from the hinges swing... findin the discomfort tryin to push me to my knees...
watchin one an other act like the other aint shit... i cant do it for its control is to me, a lil to childish...
n the sooner i can go the better off ill be... due to like has more impact than luv ever will with its constant need...
n i cant feel even the finest of tingles wantin to come back out n play... so please, u dont havta remember my face...
im jus here bcuz this is where weve met... as im afraid of that thing u wanna do as time spent...
even flowers die n lose the beauty they posses... this here no matter how u are, jus isnt meant...
im jus waitin on my time to curl up n go with the flow of the nevermore... dyin inside wantin my turn to become that note written as an endless chord...
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