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Wednesday, March 28, 2018

therapeutic session...

what if i wanted to tell u somethin i hold so fuckin close to my heart.?. if i needed to...what if i cared.?. what other proof would u want me to show u.?.

let's say i spoke up n told u somethin only u n i could know.?. what if it didn't matter who thought it be their business.?. if i were to free the tongue upon the sights of u... if we were the witnesses...

what if i feel u.?. what if i crave to feel ur skin.?. what if luv were real.?. if i let it be known you'd be a lifetime of sinkin in...

one... the one... the only one.. that u alone would be a therapeutic session of fun...

enjoyment like i neva had... what if i were to go mad without u.?. live as empty as u neva comin back... what if times were up.?. then what.?. how would i bounce back from that.?.

from the depths in which i crawl in my heart... what of me.?. if ur mind dismissed the only version of me u know... what if that abnormal direction of self jus wanted to be felt.?. who knows.?.

bcuz i sure don't... i can't come to u n let u in on the secret i carry... what if it were ur hands that opens my heart.?. but i won't say nothin... i'll pretend it is all imaginary...

like dead weight that i shedded as if fat... i need not know of life in any other sense than in which i live... as my heart caters in silence... my wish.!.

what if i were madly in luv.?. if u made me wanna luv more... what if i couldn't shut up.?. what if my voice gave u comfort.?.

but i couldn't be heard... whether standin next to u or in a forgotten world... what if life was different.?. the further away the drift wound up as u n i have no differences...

none worth the feel to matter the most... what if i tripped n u were there.?. helpin me up... if i were to care...

i'd think this way... lose my minds keys as it be opened the fuck up...  what if i passed on an opportunity the same way u did to get what we deserved above all other entanglements.?. who would i be then.?.

goin to waste until ur voice is close enough to reach me... findin new life beyond ur arms folded up... what if i were bein real.?. n i were to talkin of true luv.!.

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