missin the one thing that rarely hits words written outloud... my kids all have found somethin else to do n are preoccupied with life's wows... the feelin of this emptiness is changin the mindset in which i've come to know... for it's been over 20 yrs since it was jus me as the last of mine is damn near wantin to leave home... foreva my babies in my heart i am grateful to call them my own emotion that i have lived for... knowin before them i didn't want kids as i would've been fine with closin that door... even though they've come along to give more meanin to me than any other being here of this plane... without them i feel a piece of me goin insane... knowin they're jus a phone call away it's to far from hearin the sound of their voices up close n personal... n all i'll evs need is the be present when they say ilu dad within their own words... mine is mine n i'm findin i havta share them with those who they feel the need to live with on their side... as i sit here feelin lost without them of them as each one is crossin my mind...
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