yes, i know now

What was it that was unseen in the way i looked at u alone?
Absorbing who you were as if dreams found a home.
As real as emotion is felt on knees wanting a piece of you.
Because it wasn't as clear as the glass i last saw you through.
Did you miss the reason in which I expressed everyday?
Losing myself to muted ears unwilling to listen to the way I play.
Without games but in a humorous fashion just to see you cheese.
How did i go undetected when i saw you staring at my need?
Do you not know what I'd do to land with you at the end of this life?
For i never lied when i spoke of no one will ever be you as my wife.
As now it just doesn't matter who I'm with because they can't compare.
From get go i laid me on the line at your feet to use that was so unfair.
Overlooked i was bypassed and i don't understand til this day of why.
Yes, i know now i was more than what you've seen in your time.
You just wasn't ready for luv to stand before you so blind.
As i do not hate you nor can i ever fall from luv without you.
There's isn't a day that sheds from lifes unwinding use of blues.
My thoughts remain as one with the comfort of us walking this shit out.
Side by side together is the words i tuck within the walls of my mouth.
Driving me literally insane living in someone else's world.
For it's the one thing that speaks the truth of I've touched you in a way you are my girl.
It's in your tone that tastes my name and the breathe that follows it's release.
And one day home will come to call again as I'll never have to ask please.
We're guaranteed to last no matter the distance that stretches the truth.
Yet, i can't comprehend why it feels like i wear a noose.
Til i gather myself at the end of everyday as i realize you're not here with me.
It's the emptiness that aches losing time as memories go to a waste of free.
Jus wantin to stand next to u the way we were meant.
All this other silliness u n I both know had is bent.