its spinnin

Imma give u what u want.
But idk if ur the friend in luv.
That makes me a fool a third time over.
N idc cuz i can't be driven from sober.
Reality is my witness through these eyes.
N i don't believe a breathe wasted on lies.
U n i are here for the moment til the clock runs out.
N it's spinnin as tics pound.
Yeah, imma do all i can to have a life.
Yet imma none believer in luv's hype.
There nothin more than emotions lent.
A feelin til the end show up to defend.
Enjoy me while u can for it'll come to close.
Smell every petal plucked from a rose.
Spread topside the bed of my appreciation.
Speakin in ways time shared is anticipation.
Bringin it home the way a man should.
Livin in the nows moment like u knew i would.
I don't listen to promises of a forgotten tomorrow.
Jus make today last n don't use what u cannot borrow.
I got my ends met jus past half way.
N i won't confuse myself on how u play.
It is what it is n ain't what i don't see.
Save that fantasy world bs for ur dreams.
I'm only human n do my best to dig in.
It's what separate the boys from men.
Imma lil different in the wind drift settin sails.
As the dog in me needs not to sniff ur trail.
I could care less if u change course on the spur of the moment.
My head will never hang out knowin we all have a life as i expect i to hold it.
Imma do what needs to be done.
Now lets have a lil fun!