i wanna remember

Gimme a lil notice if u change ur round about mind.
Jus level with me before legs get to runnin outta time.
Help the confusion understand as emotions slowly decrease.
I'm a realist n know tomorrow is a chance goin into forever as deceased.
To hate u isn't how i wanna remember this luv without a better view.
If it winds up not workin for ya, there's no need in droppin clues.
Tears will never forgive years gone lost in the flashin of forgotten pictures.
I jus won't see u as the friend with the same kinda exposed features.
If it must end u can come to me without a blabberin fight.
I'm more than reasonable to know u to have one of those things called a life.
Jus don't play games with the way I'm feelin u.
U can go if u can do better with a smile put to use.
Cuz that's what matters if it hasn't come in to focus.
Selfishness has no place in my hearts callin of us.
Do u in ur moment to find what makes u feel alive.
But if the day ever rounds the bend don't shy away with lies.
Gimme somethin to respect in the way u move on.
I'd luv to know it wasn't jus a waste of time ongoin.
I jus wanna remember u jus like this if this ever falls apart.
Someone worth everything I've ever done from the initial kiss trademarked.
Released to press upon only ur lips to take a shot.
Don't cross the line of beyond salvageable cuz u were afraid to stop.
Have a lil trust that I'd step back n allow u to go on about ur way.
Believe me, it'll hurt but I'll be ok...