daybreak came up

Woke to the rain tryin to get in.
Yet it couldn't get to me this mornin.
I left it's pain in yesterday's night.
Jus eased on through til I saw the light.
Yes, I let the dog in before I went to bed.
It gave him a new understandin of what to consider dead.
As I rose to shedded skin that jus didn't fit.
Found it was me that I actually missed.
The wind jus needed to reach me.
I could feel it tryin to breathe through the leaves.
To take me n drop me off in another back yard somewhere new.
It whistled my name, hangin it's chain linked noose.
As a chuckle grazed the underlinin of my ribs.
I cheesed for it's not the way I wanna live.
I awakened jus after the sun came up.
Fallen completely outta luv.
Listening to the fallin of commitments.
My refusal became my resistance.
Awakenin as free n unchained by obligations.
Listenin to the howl whip it's irritation.
As raindrops formed n filled lonely puddles.
Splashes made sounds under the thunder muffled.
Reflecting the sky in which they've come.
To moisten dried eyes wth the attempt to redirect me home.
Yet, the hooch didn't feel the need to go play.
To wind up chasing his own tail by the end of the day.
It's then I realized u gotta look up.
To rinse the face from bein touched.
Daybreak came up n cracked the openin of my eyes.
It did a lil more than bring me back to life.
The sound that danced like music tapped on the windows without pain.
Drips were heard as there wasn't a single shadow hidden n tamed.
The recollection of the old me simply returned.
As the early bird finally found his worth.
It was tucked n frightened by emotions enslaved.
Released as if done with bein fucked it finally escaped.
Nothin can get in if i don't allow it to exist.
For I'm not the typical individual to accept the twist.
I've poured out every once before I feel to sleep.
Jus me n the hound takin in by our dreams.
I emerged from an old life earlier.
Watchin shapes form from the clouds as carriers.
Simply puttin the memories visuals on a hush upon the lips.
Attendin to moments in which with self I've missed.
As me rubbin elbows within my only defenses had had enough.
It was I that jus came to my senses cut loose from luv.
Rollin over wide the fuck awake.
Literally done with luv's famous game.
N as I say with the calm as my peace.
It was clear emotions were n are always on lease.
So I did nothin but laid down the law.
Crackin the window for a whiff of fresh air as I paused.
Silently I spoke to the center of the storm.
Beneath it unfazed I've sown what's been torn.
I got this, softly eased the weight off my chest.
Ssssh, I'm over ur bullshit.