I don't want u to feel sorry for me.
I don't wanna feel ur sympathy.
I jus wanna be left the fuck alone.
Jus leave me lost driftin somewhere without a home.
I don't need to be luv'd.
Really can't stomach the flutters of touch.
I'm over the feel of empty comfort.
Bouncing off the shells of forgotten luv'rs.
Please, jus save yourself n go.
There's no need in a friendship overthrown.
Bypass what u think i might be.
I won't sink in as far as to live in ur dreams.
I'm not ur unwanted sadness.
N surely ain't the cause of ur madness.
I'm jus not much of anything.
Jus the me afraid of emotions that live within rings.
Close jus isn't what u wanna be.
There's no need in lying to me.
Gone is the way of life by tender hands.
I'm not puttin in to wind up feelin less of a man.
I'm in no need of another face to replace.
I can't afford to be stripped of the amazin gain.
I don't wanna be luv'd.
There's no use in bein held by a shoulder shrug.
Don't lie n speak to soon.
Runnin me thru my minds lonely proof.
I know u believe in what u think of me.
Yet that'll change so don't breathe, i plead.
Ur breaths isn't wanted upon my neck.
Fallin short of ur own fuckin best.
I don't believe in luv itself within a kiss.
For some reason it simply jus doesn't exist.
Yeah, I've been torn apart n put back together twisted.
A numbers been done n my moment, i missed it.
Yet I'm not broken.
Jus tired of writin of how emotion gets to soakin.
I'm good for a lifetime without the pain.
I don't wanna watch u walk away one day.
Helpin yourself jus like the rest.
At my expense of ur flaws that shows the intent.
My knees can not handle the weight of betrayal.
N if my heart were to take another blow, it would be fatal.
A wasted total loss beyond repair.
So no, i do not wish to share my life for i truly am scared.
Petrified in a sense of what u could do to me to end my reason.
Shortenin even my gasps in the way I'm already weezin.
I'm done tryin for I've given all i have.
Not a one of u has proven to be anything but mad.
Hidden behind ur eyes is nothin but hate.
N y, i haven't a clue for I haven't earned no blame.
I don't wanna be remembered as a vague memory.
Livin in the past where time fades on what was luv's remedy.
I'm jus not the refusal in which way u play hide n seek.
I won't be that point in ur finger flickin away ur moistened leak.
I jus want to count on myself for once.
Jus bcuz y'all go overboard as passion is punched.
I'd be left standin still before long as u go astray.
So it jus doesn't matter to feel me anyways.
U won't mean what u say come tomorrow.
N i ain't got no more time to borrow.
I'll know somethin real if it ever happens to appears.
Til then, bcuz of u, live in fear.
Nothin makes sense to me anymore.
I've been on both sides n seen one to many doors.
The violin only speaks of the flesh made to please.
N u are no more than the beauty that lures as a tease....
Saturday, March 12, 2016
held in my gripped fists
I have somethin in mind.
But i can't tell u til i get a lifetime.
I'm muted by actions.
Witness me as my mind gets lost watchin reactions.
Chasin the dreams of luv.
Wrapped snug within the touch.
Tighter than green on paper.
No one can ever do u better.
In luv with MONEY!
My first, my last, my jar of honey.
Yet i have somethin in particular in mind.
N it takes time.
My own best friend.
I'll have to the end.
Me!
Save it please.
Rude is not my intention.
Jus know, u are not my reflections.
It's as real as it is raw.
My thoughts need a reality open to flaws.
Where paws won't reach for what it can't have.
Loyal in ways it'll never leave the back.
Dyin to have it.
Held in my gripped fists.
There is somethin jus outta arms embrace.
A daydream that lingers into nights under without a trace.
Embraced by the presence it has as a fix.
I can't believe in luv, without it.
But i can't tell u til i get a lifetime.
I'm muted by actions.
Witness me as my mind gets lost watchin reactions.
Chasin the dreams of luv.
Wrapped snug within the touch.
Tighter than green on paper.
No one can ever do u better.
In luv with MONEY!
My first, my last, my jar of honey.
Yet i have somethin in particular in mind.
N it takes time.
My own best friend.
I'll have to the end.
Me!
Save it please.
Rude is not my intention.
Jus know, u are not my reflections.
It's as real as it is raw.
My thoughts need a reality open to flaws.
Where paws won't reach for what it can't have.
Loyal in ways it'll never leave the back.
Dyin to have it.
Held in my gripped fists.
There is somethin jus outta arms embrace.
A daydream that lingers into nights under without a trace.
Embraced by the presence it has as a fix.
I can't believe in luv, without it.
daybreak came up
Woke to the rain tryin to get in.
Yet it couldn't get to me this mornin.
I left it's pain in yesterday's night.
Jus eased on through til I saw the light.
Yes, I let the dog in before I went to bed.
It gave him a new understandin of what to consider dead.
As I rose to shedded skin that jus didn't fit.
Found it was me that I actually missed.
The wind jus needed to reach me.
I could feel it tryin to breathe through the leaves.
To take me n drop me off in another back yard somewhere new.
It whistled my name, hangin it's chain linked noose.
As a chuckle grazed the underlinin of my ribs.
I cheesed for it's not the way I wanna live.
I awakened jus after the sun came up.
Fallen completely outta luv.
Listening to the fallin of commitments.
My refusal became my resistance.
Awakenin as free n unchained by obligations.
Listenin to the howl whip it's irritation.
As raindrops formed n filled lonely puddles.
Splashes made sounds under the thunder muffled.
Reflecting the sky in which they've come.
To moisten dried eyes wth the attempt to redirect me home.
Yet, the hooch didn't feel the need to go play.
To wind up chasing his own tail by the end of the day.
It's then I realized u gotta look up.
To rinse the face from bein touched.
Daybreak came up n cracked the openin of my eyes.
It did a lil more than bring me back to life.
The sound that danced like music tapped on the windows without pain.
Drips were heard as there wasn't a single shadow hidden n tamed.
The recollection of the old me simply returned.
As the early bird finally found his worth.
It was tucked n frightened by emotions enslaved.
Released as if done with bein fucked it finally escaped.
Nothin can get in if i don't allow it to exist.
For I'm not the typical individual to accept the twist.
I've poured out every once before I feel to sleep.
Jus me n the hound takin in by our dreams.
I emerged from an old life earlier.
Watchin shapes form from the clouds as carriers.
Simply puttin the memories visuals on a hush upon the lips.
Attendin to moments in which with self I've missed.
As me rubbin elbows within my only defenses had had enough.
It was I that jus came to my senses cut loose from luv.
Rollin over wide the fuck awake.
Literally done with luv's famous game.
N as I say with the calm as my peace.
It was clear emotions were n are always on lease.
So I did nothin but laid down the law.
Crackin the window for a whiff of fresh air as I paused.
Silently I spoke to the center of the storm.
Beneath it unfazed I've sown what's been torn.
I got this, softly eased the weight off my chest.
Ssssh, I'm over ur bullshit.
Yet it couldn't get to me this mornin.
I left it's pain in yesterday's night.
Jus eased on through til I saw the light.
Yes, I let the dog in before I went to bed.
It gave him a new understandin of what to consider dead.
As I rose to shedded skin that jus didn't fit.
Found it was me that I actually missed.
The wind jus needed to reach me.
I could feel it tryin to breathe through the leaves.
To take me n drop me off in another back yard somewhere new.
It whistled my name, hangin it's chain linked noose.
As a chuckle grazed the underlinin of my ribs.
I cheesed for it's not the way I wanna live.
I awakened jus after the sun came up.
Fallen completely outta luv.
Listening to the fallin of commitments.
My refusal became my resistance.
Awakenin as free n unchained by obligations.
Listenin to the howl whip it's irritation.
As raindrops formed n filled lonely puddles.
Splashes made sounds under the thunder muffled.
Reflecting the sky in which they've come.
To moisten dried eyes wth the attempt to redirect me home.
Yet, the hooch didn't feel the need to go play.
To wind up chasing his own tail by the end of the day.
It's then I realized u gotta look up.
To rinse the face from bein touched.
Daybreak came up n cracked the openin of my eyes.
It did a lil more than bring me back to life.
The sound that danced like music tapped on the windows without pain.
Drips were heard as there wasn't a single shadow hidden n tamed.
The recollection of the old me simply returned.
As the early bird finally found his worth.
It was tucked n frightened by emotions enslaved.
Released as if done with bein fucked it finally escaped.
Nothin can get in if i don't allow it to exist.
For I'm not the typical individual to accept the twist.
I've poured out every once before I feel to sleep.
Jus me n the hound takin in by our dreams.
I emerged from an old life earlier.
Watchin shapes form from the clouds as carriers.
Simply puttin the memories visuals on a hush upon the lips.
Attendin to moments in which with self I've missed.
As me rubbin elbows within my only defenses had had enough.
It was I that jus came to my senses cut loose from luv.
Rollin over wide the fuck awake.
Literally done with luv's famous game.
N as I say with the calm as my peace.
It was clear emotions were n are always on lease.
So I did nothin but laid down the law.
Crackin the window for a whiff of fresh air as I paused.
Silently I spoke to the center of the storm.
Beneath it unfazed I've sown what's been torn.
I got this, softly eased the weight off my chest.
Ssssh, I'm over ur bullshit.
farwell
Uninfluenced by the thoughts that linger in the wind of an others mind.
Captured by the emotion that pains the discomfort I've allowed in my life.
Connected n ready the control what's been taken n redirect what's went wrong.
Zoom is in focus, n it's time to live again for I've walked through every saddened song.
Breakin free, time has released me from the bs that's stuck to my heart.
As the final farewell has been waved to a past worth playin it's part.
The understanding that takes place within has surfaced beyond dreams.
I'm ready for once to stand back up n simply take care of me.
The visual of me walkin away in her eyes will never be seen as I step with purpose.
I won't even witness if a single tear will even reach for the need of a luv so endlessly worthless.
There's no more to say in between emotions that must die alone.
I'm gettin on with whom I am diggin in to roots to find an honest home.
Goodbyes are forever as this one is a decision that's been overdue.
The final chatter of a chapter written was an achin blow that has told the truth.
As the promises made was times honesty comin to the light of this very day.
We are no more, n that's all I have left to say.
U were not who u said u were in a time I stood as a man next to u.
So farewell old friend for I am not mad bcuz I've found my own personal use...
Captured by the emotion that pains the discomfort I've allowed in my life.
Connected n ready the control what's been taken n redirect what's went wrong.
Zoom is in focus, n it's time to live again for I've walked through every saddened song.
Breakin free, time has released me from the bs that's stuck to my heart.
As the final farewell has been waved to a past worth playin it's part.
The understanding that takes place within has surfaced beyond dreams.
I'm ready for once to stand back up n simply take care of me.
The visual of me walkin away in her eyes will never be seen as I step with purpose.
I won't even witness if a single tear will even reach for the need of a luv so endlessly worthless.
There's no more to say in between emotions that must die alone.
I'm gettin on with whom I am diggin in to roots to find an honest home.
Goodbyes are forever as this one is a decision that's been overdue.
The final chatter of a chapter written was an achin blow that has told the truth.
As the promises made was times honesty comin to the light of this very day.
We are no more, n that's all I have left to say.
U were not who u said u were in a time I stood as a man next to u.
So farewell old friend for I am not mad bcuz I've found my own personal use...
hidden intent
With a vulgar display of words dancin about on the tongue.
Sexual in content to strike a hormones nerve never speakin of luv.
In alliance with the refusal to never play within the box.
Feel the vibrations shootin down the spine to serve the g spot.
Raw n uncut in ways a gentleman would blush before a woman.
Freein those hidden intentions behind closed doors as human.
Hung before eyes to erect a situation reachin for the cores gaspin lungs.
Mistreated in the best way of hair bein snatched from the backside of the run.
Crawlin in retreat of the feel makin legs so fuckin weak.
On another level of pleasure jus past the initial touch of need.
Sweat drips in moments to attempt the coolin of human nature comin alive.
In a sense of attack with gropin hands that choke a beggin fantasy blind.
Forgettin a silhouette made by the minds imaginary content of handled.
Playin with words to feed desires an all out entanglement of dangled.
Wrapped n tossed as the cling growls from the beast within.
All or nothin on the line to give a treat described by actions use upon the skin.
Deep inside the underappreciated twitch that grips the goods.
Emotion wouldn't know what to do with the desire if it found a way it could.
Pure throttle thrustin on a ride never to return to the same ol thing.
As human as the thrill of pulsatin a gush well intended to force vocals to sing.
This is foreplay spoken for the drip to moisten the creativity to break free.
Can u hear me breathe heavily doin what it takes to fulfill the orgasms dream?
Laid back n opened up to the texture clingin to motion flush with the woos.
Broke off in a way the tingle touches toes curled as moans accept bein tuned.
Pleasure sounds so gifted spread before eyes lingerin without limits to play.
As secret intentions are fondled loose to come forth untamed.
Tampered twirls tweak unwindin tasted explosions of the tightness undressed to the nude.
Down goes big man to explore the feelin to often unused.
Hardened to soften the tender carress flowin jus before all hell breakin loose.
Yet this is jus a lil thing to catch the minds truth listenin to how u really for once jus wanna be used.
With human intent undermindin the exposed hunger that is read in ya eyes.
Taken as u are, til the last excursion is drained from what u thought it was u were able to hide.
Pinned n levitated with the desire crawlin from within to bring u to life.
Tradin sweat n swappin kisses upon the necks b-line straight to sighs.
Tell me now that u don't wanna be enjoyed in a physical manor in which u give in with one rule of tellin no one.
Deep beneath the reach of extremities grindin one on one to simply come the fuck undone...
Sexual in content to strike a hormones nerve never speakin of luv.
In alliance with the refusal to never play within the box.
Feel the vibrations shootin down the spine to serve the g spot.
Raw n uncut in ways a gentleman would blush before a woman.
Freein those hidden intentions behind closed doors as human.
Hung before eyes to erect a situation reachin for the cores gaspin lungs.
Mistreated in the best way of hair bein snatched from the backside of the run.
Crawlin in retreat of the feel makin legs so fuckin weak.
On another level of pleasure jus past the initial touch of need.
Sweat drips in moments to attempt the coolin of human nature comin alive.
In a sense of attack with gropin hands that choke a beggin fantasy blind.
Forgettin a silhouette made by the minds imaginary content of handled.
Playin with words to feed desires an all out entanglement of dangled.
Wrapped n tossed as the cling growls from the beast within.
All or nothin on the line to give a treat described by actions use upon the skin.
Deep inside the underappreciated twitch that grips the goods.
Emotion wouldn't know what to do with the desire if it found a way it could.
Pure throttle thrustin on a ride never to return to the same ol thing.
As human as the thrill of pulsatin a gush well intended to force vocals to sing.
This is foreplay spoken for the drip to moisten the creativity to break free.
Can u hear me breathe heavily doin what it takes to fulfill the orgasms dream?
Laid back n opened up to the texture clingin to motion flush with the woos.
Broke off in a way the tingle touches toes curled as moans accept bein tuned.
Pleasure sounds so gifted spread before eyes lingerin without limits to play.
As secret intentions are fondled loose to come forth untamed.
Tampered twirls tweak unwindin tasted explosions of the tightness undressed to the nude.
Down goes big man to explore the feelin to often unused.
Hardened to soften the tender carress flowin jus before all hell breakin loose.
Yet this is jus a lil thing to catch the minds truth listenin to how u really for once jus wanna be used.
With human intent undermindin the exposed hunger that is read in ya eyes.
Taken as u are, til the last excursion is drained from what u thought it was u were able to hide.
Pinned n levitated with the desire crawlin from within to bring u to life.
Tradin sweat n swappin kisses upon the necks b-line straight to sighs.
Tell me now that u don't wanna be enjoyed in a physical manor in which u give in with one rule of tellin no one.
Deep beneath the reach of extremities grindin one on one to simply come the fuck undone...
damn u
Damn u for what u do to me.
Jus unwindin the pendin moments.
Here i go slippin beneath the surface.
Opened by the touch of silence.
I'm fallin as if ur eyes were the horizon.
Landin on the edge of the beginnin of night.
Last man standin, big man is goin down.
N ur not a fair breath leavin as sighs.
Exposin the under layer an emotional lip.
Where flavor is tasted in compressions'.
Ur not makin it easy to hold u off.
But oh the sweet feel of temptation.
Damn u for exploitin my tender tone.
My human gentleness that craves real luv.
Untamed by the pain prior to ur relevance.
Ur appearence is felt with a slight tug.
Pullin me through the idiotic independence.
U don't play nice the way u invade my life.
Unwillin to take no for an answer.
As intent gives motions the notion of truth.
Like a judge with a verdict droppin the hammer.
N it's the way u come for my hearts ease.
Jus wantin me to untie my restraints.
Free myself from the strings that hang me up.
As I'm believin this world doesn't need to see me refrained.
Leakin is ur words that softly grasp my attention.
Damn u for volunteerin yourself for my cause.
U have me thinkin of the possibilities that may come.
N I'm vulnerable to the episode that began with a pause.
From the second i saw ur face turn to me that hasn't turned away.
Starin me down as if I'm that bubble in ur boil.
Helpin me hold on to my dignity.
U make the man in me go unspoiled...
Jus unwindin the pendin moments.
Here i go slippin beneath the surface.
Opened by the touch of silence.
I'm fallin as if ur eyes were the horizon.
Landin on the edge of the beginnin of night.
Last man standin, big man is goin down.
N ur not a fair breath leavin as sighs.
Exposin the under layer an emotional lip.
Where flavor is tasted in compressions'.
Ur not makin it easy to hold u off.
But oh the sweet feel of temptation.
Damn u for exploitin my tender tone.
My human gentleness that craves real luv.
Untamed by the pain prior to ur relevance.
Ur appearence is felt with a slight tug.
Pullin me through the idiotic independence.
U don't play nice the way u invade my life.
Unwillin to take no for an answer.
As intent gives motions the notion of truth.
Like a judge with a verdict droppin the hammer.
N it's the way u come for my hearts ease.
Jus wantin me to untie my restraints.
Free myself from the strings that hang me up.
As I'm believin this world doesn't need to see me refrained.
Leakin is ur words that softly grasp my attention.
Damn u for volunteerin yourself for my cause.
U have me thinkin of the possibilities that may come.
N I'm vulnerable to the episode that began with a pause.
From the second i saw ur face turn to me that hasn't turned away.
Starin me down as if I'm that bubble in ur boil.
Helpin me hold on to my dignity.
U make the man in me go unspoiled...
the rally points slide
With a lil more than deception in thoughts.
Tipsy has never come to terms with palms.
Emptied n not once grippin a bottles neck.
Fadin til gone as the simple man within jus sits.
On the backside of luv redirectin life.
Tumblin from the distraction that took place.
Lumps rose to the occasion of emotion so afraid.
The valley below was the rally points slide.
At the bottom without the tip of the poison turned upward n emptied.
Another way stood in a reality with such sensitivity.
Down to the cores chorus still beatin the drum.
Thumpin a vibe dyin to live as it hummed.
In rhythm with the way i am in my lip-sync.
Comin from the inner refusal to die drippin ink.
Runnin under the surface of spreadin truths.
In a visual curve in it's own design of personal use.
Written without the carelessness of booze goin numb.
The length of time took it's time to come undone.
Battlin the significance of devotion under siege.
Unwillin to be captured by the lust of lies stealin dreams.
As strength jus knew what to do to climb the walls.
Returnin to the tip of the view carried by the horizons law.
On the edge of life changin with the skies view.
With blank stares blinkin a twitch of overdue.
Fallin to get up n show the face beneath the smile.
Depth came to rise in a new twist of style.
As character cracked to learn of luv's intent.
Still standin as a man i thought was spent.
Tipsy has never come to terms with palms.
Emptied n not once grippin a bottles neck.
Fadin til gone as the simple man within jus sits.
On the backside of luv redirectin life.
Tumblin from the distraction that took place.
Lumps rose to the occasion of emotion so afraid.
The valley below was the rally points slide.
At the bottom without the tip of the poison turned upward n emptied.
Another way stood in a reality with such sensitivity.
Down to the cores chorus still beatin the drum.
Thumpin a vibe dyin to live as it hummed.
In rhythm with the way i am in my lip-sync.
Comin from the inner refusal to die drippin ink.
Runnin under the surface of spreadin truths.
In a visual curve in it's own design of personal use.
Written without the carelessness of booze goin numb.
The length of time took it's time to come undone.
Battlin the significance of devotion under siege.
Unwillin to be captured by the lust of lies stealin dreams.
As strength jus knew what to do to climb the walls.
Returnin to the tip of the view carried by the horizons law.
On the edge of life changin with the skies view.
With blank stares blinkin a twitch of overdue.
Fallin to get up n show the face beneath the smile.
Depth came to rise in a new twist of style.
As character cracked to learn of luv's intent.
Still standin as a man i thought was spent.
cussin a slit
Choosin sides of individuality due to the war.
Raged in the middle of luv losin ground torn.
Words twist with heartache deployin hate.
As confusion is a collision of promises fade.
Retaliation settlin the pain cussin a slit.
Selfishly destroyin a bond made as perfections gift.
The release of hidden intent lingers from the tongue.
Rippin the mind from the hearts only one.
Raged in the middle of luv losin ground torn.
Words twist with heartache deployin hate.
As confusion is a collision of promises fade.
Retaliation settlin the pain cussin a slit.
Selfishly destroyin a bond made as perfections gift.
The release of hidden intent lingers from the tongue.
Rippin the mind from the hearts only one.
reloadin a better aim
Reasons unknown cast life onward.
Marchin soldiers movin forwards.
As confusion drags behind as carried weight.
Steppin away to a safer place.
From a battlefield if conflictin thoughts.
Payin the price of time is the cost.
Lost in ways corrupt by ties cut.
Swingin in the wind after givin the luv.
Throwin years in puddles as tears overflow.
Gettin on to where comfort holds.
Right left right reloadin a better aim.
Somewhere the taste flavors the name.
Marchin soldiers movin forwards.
As confusion drags behind as carried weight.
Steppin away to a safer place.
From a battlefield if conflictin thoughts.
Payin the price of time is the cost.
Lost in ways corrupt by ties cut.
Swingin in the wind after givin the luv.
Throwin years in puddles as tears overflow.
Gettin on to where comfort holds.
Right left right reloadin a better aim.
Somewhere the taste flavors the name.
the acceptance of pain
I've been imprisoned for far too long.
Behind my own eyes where life went wrong.
Enslaved by the heart for i allowed luv to roam.
N it won't be long til i return home.
This journey of restraint has strengthened the mind.
As i can see time in the distance of my eyes.
Unwindin with my very own restrictions.
Within thoughts that beg from captivities' dementions.
In the corners of the darkened edge tucked in the shadows of the rib.
Beneath the level of depths i climb with a passion to live.
Chucklin for i am a warrior unlike this world has seen.
Broken by emotions' at peace with the war within i am free.
It's the tics that sing my freedom to release what is yet to surface.
In complete understandin of what I've found to be worthless.
I feel as i breathe behind the walls of skin that hide me away.
Waitin with patience in my own existence never to escape.
Yet doin my term for the relevance to complete its toll.
I've stood accused n locked on the other side of a cage within untold.
Reachin for a touch of fresh air rejuvenatin the exhaustion in which I've grieved.
Til then, i remain to rise for i can not leave.
My lessons comin forth on display tastin the gain.
Challenged by human instinct acquirin the acceptance of pain...
Behind my own eyes where life went wrong.
Enslaved by the heart for i allowed luv to roam.
N it won't be long til i return home.
This journey of restraint has strengthened the mind.
As i can see time in the distance of my eyes.
Unwindin with my very own restrictions.
Within thoughts that beg from captivities' dementions.
In the corners of the darkened edge tucked in the shadows of the rib.
Beneath the level of depths i climb with a passion to live.
Chucklin for i am a warrior unlike this world has seen.
Broken by emotions' at peace with the war within i am free.
It's the tics that sing my freedom to release what is yet to surface.
In complete understandin of what I've found to be worthless.
I feel as i breathe behind the walls of skin that hide me away.
Waitin with patience in my own existence never to escape.
Yet doin my term for the relevance to complete its toll.
I've stood accused n locked on the other side of a cage within untold.
Reachin for a touch of fresh air rejuvenatin the exhaustion in which I've grieved.
Til then, i remain to rise for i can not leave.
My lessons comin forth on display tastin the gain.
Challenged by human instinct acquirin the acceptance of pain...
idled out
Look-see here if u care to listen.
I've a few things I've forgotten to mention.
Beneath the rubbish i seem to be.
Hidden beyond words wantin to breathe.
I'm eatin syllables thrown out in plain sight.
Lookin as somewhat like broken before ur eyes.
Playin with the tongues refusal to be seen.
Swallowin luv with my retracted dreams.
So if u bare to hear the resistance of truth.
I'll speak in rare form for u to realize why I'm mute.
Of the passion that lingers without a friend.
It lives yet scared to appear to even attend.
Livin on the other side where pain evolves.
Sortin out the confusion of where i went wrong.
Even though i am nothin more than intact.
Toyin with the raw emotion to return with facts.
Of who it is i am beneath the chameleon u see.
I am alive n kickin with a will to leave.
This inner defiance that is as good to me as a thief.
Once cripplin then twisted fur my own means.
I understand what I've allowed is at its end u see.
So don't misunderstand what hides behind my teeth.
To feel is my expression aimed at ur ear.
For I'm all dried up with the endless tears.
It's real what i seek in a woman layin low.
But i wouldn't expect u to know I'm slow.
Unwindin with every inch of me in time.
I've been threw the movements in my mind.
N I'm not as crazy as i may seem.
I jus haven't crossed back over as of yet for me.
If u can catch my vibe on where it is i am.
Pay a lil attention to honesty reachin as a man.
I live in a world in which i don't belong mentally.
Goin to waste to my own true identity.
Afraid u jus might think I'm like those u know.
With a chuckle in the rib worth the show.
There's not a damn thing wrong goin on within.
I jus talk of the twist til the build up reaches my grin.
Outta fine tune draggin out a better me.
One in which I miss tastin desires lonely lean.
This is the under layer unseen as a faze.
Pushin self to relate to realities peek of change.
Ready I am but it'll be a moment til I speak.
Of the unconditional origins of a luv so weak.
Fallin to knees as the feelin sets the record straight.
Read in a way I come to life's emotional gain.
I'm idled out in a motionless state of deliverance.
Deliberately I've dug in to walk away free n independent.
From the one thing that tore the texture from my heart.
Yet know I'm very with it as my story is yet to silent the alarms as a work of art...
I've a few things I've forgotten to mention.
Beneath the rubbish i seem to be.
Hidden beyond words wantin to breathe.
I'm eatin syllables thrown out in plain sight.
Lookin as somewhat like broken before ur eyes.
Playin with the tongues refusal to be seen.
Swallowin luv with my retracted dreams.
So if u bare to hear the resistance of truth.
I'll speak in rare form for u to realize why I'm mute.
Of the passion that lingers without a friend.
It lives yet scared to appear to even attend.
Livin on the other side where pain evolves.
Sortin out the confusion of where i went wrong.
Even though i am nothin more than intact.
Toyin with the raw emotion to return with facts.
Of who it is i am beneath the chameleon u see.
I am alive n kickin with a will to leave.
This inner defiance that is as good to me as a thief.
Once cripplin then twisted fur my own means.
I understand what I've allowed is at its end u see.
So don't misunderstand what hides behind my teeth.
To feel is my expression aimed at ur ear.
For I'm all dried up with the endless tears.
It's real what i seek in a woman layin low.
But i wouldn't expect u to know I'm slow.
Unwindin with every inch of me in time.
I've been threw the movements in my mind.
N I'm not as crazy as i may seem.
I jus haven't crossed back over as of yet for me.
If u can catch my vibe on where it is i am.
Pay a lil attention to honesty reachin as a man.
I live in a world in which i don't belong mentally.
Goin to waste to my own true identity.
Afraid u jus might think I'm like those u know.
With a chuckle in the rib worth the show.
There's not a damn thing wrong goin on within.
I jus talk of the twist til the build up reaches my grin.
Outta fine tune draggin out a better me.
One in which I miss tastin desires lonely lean.
This is the under layer unseen as a faze.
Pushin self to relate to realities peek of change.
Ready I am but it'll be a moment til I speak.
Of the unconditional origins of a luv so weak.
Fallin to knees as the feelin sets the record straight.
Read in a way I come to life's emotional gain.
I'm idled out in a motionless state of deliverance.
Deliberately I've dug in to walk away free n independent.
From the one thing that tore the texture from my heart.
Yet know I'm very with it as my story is yet to silent the alarms as a work of art...
yes, i know now
What was it that was unseen in the way i looked at u alone?
Absorbing who you were as if dreams found a home.
As real as emotion is felt on knees wanting a piece of you.
Because it wasn't as clear as the glass i last saw you through.
Did you miss the reason in which I expressed everyday?
Losing myself to muted ears unwilling to listen to the way I play.
Without games but in a humorous fashion just to see you cheese.
How did i go undetected when i saw you staring at my need?
Do you not know what I'd do to land with you at the end of this life?
For i never lied when i spoke of no one will ever be you as my wife.
As now it just doesn't matter who I'm with because they can't compare.
From get go i laid me on the line at your feet to use that was so unfair.
Overlooked i was bypassed and i don't understand til this day of why.
Yes, i know now i was more than what you've seen in your time.
You just wasn't ready for luv to stand before you so blind.
As i do not hate you nor can i ever fall from luv without you.
There's isn't a day that sheds from lifes unwinding use of blues.
My thoughts remain as one with the comfort of us walking this shit out.
Side by side together is the words i tuck within the walls of my mouth.
Driving me literally insane living in someone else's world.
For it's the one thing that speaks the truth of I've touched you in a way you are my girl.
It's in your tone that tastes my name and the breathe that follows it's release.
And one day home will come to call again as I'll never have to ask please.
We're guaranteed to last no matter the distance that stretches the truth.
Yet, i can't comprehend why it feels like i wear a noose.
Til i gather myself at the end of everyday as i realize you're not here with me.
It's the emptiness that aches losing time as memories go to a waste of free.
Jus wantin to stand next to u the way we were meant.
All this other silliness u n I both know had is bent.
Absorbing who you were as if dreams found a home.
As real as emotion is felt on knees wanting a piece of you.
Because it wasn't as clear as the glass i last saw you through.
Did you miss the reason in which I expressed everyday?
Losing myself to muted ears unwilling to listen to the way I play.
Without games but in a humorous fashion just to see you cheese.
How did i go undetected when i saw you staring at my need?
Do you not know what I'd do to land with you at the end of this life?
For i never lied when i spoke of no one will ever be you as my wife.
As now it just doesn't matter who I'm with because they can't compare.
From get go i laid me on the line at your feet to use that was so unfair.
Overlooked i was bypassed and i don't understand til this day of why.
Yes, i know now i was more than what you've seen in your time.
You just wasn't ready for luv to stand before you so blind.
As i do not hate you nor can i ever fall from luv without you.
There's isn't a day that sheds from lifes unwinding use of blues.
My thoughts remain as one with the comfort of us walking this shit out.
Side by side together is the words i tuck within the walls of my mouth.
Driving me literally insane living in someone else's world.
For it's the one thing that speaks the truth of I've touched you in a way you are my girl.
It's in your tone that tastes my name and the breathe that follows it's release.
And one day home will come to call again as I'll never have to ask please.
We're guaranteed to last no matter the distance that stretches the truth.
Yet, i can't comprehend why it feels like i wear a noose.
Til i gather myself at the end of everyday as i realize you're not here with me.
It's the emptiness that aches losing time as memories go to a waste of free.
Jus wantin to stand next to u the way we were meant.
All this other silliness u n I both know had is bent.
nothin left
I let it in.
Now everything is broken.
Luv ran through me.
N took my dreams.
As this mask isn't mine.
In which i hide.
I allowed it to live.
With nothin left to give.
I do not believe.
Jus wish it would leave.
It tore me away from i.
Shown me it's lies.
N the kicker some me still.
I have no will.
No need in emotion.
Shackled by devotion.
I accepted promises next never kept.
As i sit wth nothin left.
Jus a man in his shell.
Listenin to it's bells.
In a hollow state on confusion.
Truth set me strait with delusions.
Luv simply doesn't exist.
Jus two hardened clinched fists.
Awaitin time to unwind.
As bars cage me doin time.
Lonely after the fire.
Lit with passionate desires.
I lost who i was.
Faded beneath its touch.
Jus wantin to go home.
Poundin in my dome.
I open the door myself.
I thought i could be felt.
Twisted i was thrown away.
Back to realities gone astray.
It ripped me from my inner linings.
Listened to me whinin.
The beast turned n walked out.
Without a reason so proud.
Luv is an imaginary feel.
Strippin the mind as if peeled.
I bought in to the illusion.
Lookin for a resolution.
Tricked i fell so fuckin hard.
From the beginnin of the start.
There's nothin left here.
Enduring everything that is weird.
I locked myself in with it's ways.
Unknowin it was i it would take.
Tame as if was it's prey.
Then pointed it's finger as if i was to blame.
Infected by gettin to close.
I was at fault put on hold.
Forgettin who it was I was.
All in the name of luv...
Now everything is broken.
Luv ran through me.
N took my dreams.
As this mask isn't mine.
In which i hide.
I allowed it to live.
With nothin left to give.
I do not believe.
Jus wish it would leave.
It tore me away from i.
Shown me it's lies.
N the kicker some me still.
I have no will.
No need in emotion.
Shackled by devotion.
I accepted promises next never kept.
As i sit wth nothin left.
Jus a man in his shell.
Listenin to it's bells.
In a hollow state on confusion.
Truth set me strait with delusions.
Luv simply doesn't exist.
Jus two hardened clinched fists.
Awaitin time to unwind.
As bars cage me doin time.
Lonely after the fire.
Lit with passionate desires.
I lost who i was.
Faded beneath its touch.
Jus wantin to go home.
Poundin in my dome.
I open the door myself.
I thought i could be felt.
Twisted i was thrown away.
Back to realities gone astray.
It ripped me from my inner linings.
Listened to me whinin.
The beast turned n walked out.
Without a reason so proud.
Luv is an imaginary feel.
Strippin the mind as if peeled.
I bought in to the illusion.
Lookin for a resolution.
Tricked i fell so fuckin hard.
From the beginnin of the start.
There's nothin left here.
Enduring everything that is weird.
I locked myself in with it's ways.
Unknowin it was i it would take.
Tame as if was it's prey.
Then pointed it's finger as if i was to blame.
Infected by gettin to close.
I was at fault put on hold.
Forgettin who it was I was.
All in the name of luv...
easin on to the calm of will
Down upon a knee.
Eyes squeeze the leak.
Head hung low.
No crown with a thrown.
Leanin forward.
Acceptin to horror.
Hands balled.
Kneelin to the fall.
Knuckled fists pressin the ground.
Holdin it down.
As it rises to an early death.
Reachin for taken breathes.
Eyes on the enemy of time.
Focused in the mind.
Moistenin the soil.
Bubblin to the bloods boil.
Givin back a lil appreciation.
Throwin blows with anticipation.
Easin on to calm of will.
A moment to be still.
At one with life.
Never to hide.
With the truth of self.
Within bein felt.
Here i am.
Resurrected as a man.
Standin with were I've been beneath my feet.
Past the uncertainty of dreams.
Still on top of the game.
The never endin waste.
Followin the lead.
Finally free.
Behind jus a half step.
As a chuckle slips the rib.
I am the face I wear.
Breathin my claim of air...
Eyes squeeze the leak.
Head hung low.
No crown with a thrown.
Leanin forward.
Acceptin to horror.
Hands balled.
Kneelin to the fall.
Knuckled fists pressin the ground.
Holdin it down.
As it rises to an early death.
Reachin for taken breathes.
Eyes on the enemy of time.
Focused in the mind.
Moistenin the soil.
Bubblin to the bloods boil.
Givin back a lil appreciation.
Throwin blows with anticipation.
Easin on to calm of will.
A moment to be still.
At one with life.
Never to hide.
With the truth of self.
Within bein felt.
Here i am.
Resurrected as a man.
Standin with were I've been beneath my feet.
Past the uncertainty of dreams.
Still on top of the game.
The never endin waste.
Followin the lead.
Finally free.
Behind jus a half step.
As a chuckle slips the rib.
I am the face I wear.
Breathin my claim of air...
think quick
At the point of no return.
One foot lifted n goin airborne.
Line slidin up n under.
What's it gonna be life or mourn?
I'm done with the games.
Crossin over to the other side.
U with me or not?
Speak ya fuckin mind.
Let ur heart out in hands that care.
Or watch the back foot kick dust.
There is no keepin on keepin up.
This here is for the sake of luv!
The bottom has been dragged.
Truths is the only way u remain alive.
With emotions settled in ways unheard.
U ridin with me or does this now die!
Ur choice needs attention.
Think quick for it's been long enough.
Let it be known where u stand.
Ghosts or layin flush?
One foot lifted n goin airborne.
Line slidin up n under.
What's it gonna be life or mourn?
I'm done with the games.
Crossin over to the other side.
U with me or not?
Speak ya fuckin mind.
Let ur heart out in hands that care.
Or watch the back foot kick dust.
There is no keepin on keepin up.
This here is for the sake of luv!
The bottom has been dragged.
Truths is the only way u remain alive.
With emotions settled in ways unheard.
U ridin with me or does this now die!
Ur choice needs attention.
Think quick for it's been long enough.
Let it be known where u stand.
Ghosts or layin flush?
feedin emotions
Invisible dreams disintegrated with the linger of feel of endless doubt.
In the mind of presence bits of reality claim the ache untold.
Feeding emotion the balance teetered on a mess that unfolds.
Stuck in images of memories cut from the making of life.
Leaking inward to absorb actions played out in a past release of time.
The memories melody merely faded by the drips of pixels remembered.
Lost in a world on the outer realm solo as confused can think forever.
Gone in retreat from a mental passion casing on fragile particles of left alone.
Luv once lived here in a heart that contributed to the domes silenced moan...
pure maturity
Into the rare ease that completes the tease.
Only on my backside to have it comin through.
Make me believe in u feelin the luv consumed.
Pure maturity in a level that's plays with gain.
This man needs a woman to do right by his name.
Whisper if u must with desires to give a kiss.
I'm standin still enough to witness the movement of ur lips.
To live is raw barred moments that never stop.
If u feel me show me n dude above the top.
Above the sea of heads peekin in my direction.
Trail n error speaks use of honest detection.
Come go with me in the silence of our relations.
Land in a time where the humorous side is awake.
In an adult atmosphere amplified by passions fame.
Define me in an unselfish sense of livin life.
As a celebration congratulatin what can not hide.
no end
Rounding the hands of time reaching for the return of touch.
Motionlessly wrapped with the stillness of luv.
Ticks intertwined losin seconds short of breathes.
Makin this man in me uncurl within an overnights' best.
I didn't know loneliness until I found you clinging to me.
It damn near blew my mind tangled up with the reality of my dreams.
Cores opened as a chorus lifted emotions without a sound.
Simply felt as an everlasting certainty of vows.
Indestructible in ways luv found a home.
It was a rare flow of finalization that settled to know.
I remember the sleep over that changed life in my eyes.
I fell into you before me searching for a lifetime.
Walking side by side as one with the way we were.
My joy stood submitted blindly as for you there was worth.
You were everything in a package for me to unwrap.
Saddest thing ever came to be time would elapse.
We had it all as you forgotten who I was as an endless shore.
For your feet to walk from the depths devotion poured.
Days gone one after another tore a memory to shreds.
Like an old t-shirt frayed at the tips of its threads.
Yet moments with you still stand out in my mind.
Holding on to my crisp sense of luv'n behind the lies.
Only if you understood what lingers in an shell that's claimed or own.
Our truth that somehow aborted equivalent thrones.
I felt you in ways my heart will never heal.
No one can ever replace the ease you made passion peel.
As layers were removed for the guarantee of use.
For in an instant I knew I'd always be in luv with only you.
Farewell is a concept that strangulates the reasons of friends.
Once upon a time ago we had no end.
Motionlessly wrapped with the stillness of luv.
Ticks intertwined losin seconds short of breathes.
Makin this man in me uncurl within an overnights' best.
I didn't know loneliness until I found you clinging to me.
It damn near blew my mind tangled up with the reality of my dreams.
Cores opened as a chorus lifted emotions without a sound.
Simply felt as an everlasting certainty of vows.
Indestructible in ways luv found a home.
It was a rare flow of finalization that settled to know.
I remember the sleep over that changed life in my eyes.
I fell into you before me searching for a lifetime.
Walking side by side as one with the way we were.
My joy stood submitted blindly as for you there was worth.
You were everything in a package for me to unwrap.
Saddest thing ever came to be time would elapse.
We had it all as you forgotten who I was as an endless shore.
For your feet to walk from the depths devotion poured.
Days gone one after another tore a memory to shreds.
Like an old t-shirt frayed at the tips of its threads.
Yet moments with you still stand out in my mind.
Holding on to my crisp sense of luv'n behind the lies.
Only if you understood what lingers in an shell that's claimed or own.
Our truth that somehow aborted equivalent thrones.
I felt you in ways my heart will never heal.
No one can ever replace the ease you made passion peel.
As layers were removed for the guarantee of use.
For in an instant I knew I'd always be in luv with only you.
Farewell is a concept that strangulates the reasons of friends.
Once upon a time ago we had no end.
the clutch of individuality
At the split ends threads worn as emotion lent.
Frayed in a past time partially able to vent.
Muted words unheard express echoes in persons to the third.
Two birds to duck slurs unable to flirt.
On the edge of sanity peekin in on the mirrors vanity.
With the brutality settin free the clutch individuality.
Explanations rise within letters ridin down the backside of the hype.
Released from the lies entanglement enhancin life.
Walls striped to the stud nailed to the structure of luv.
Homeward bound even if dust settles on a nerve hushed.
Raw to the realization weighin down thoughts hypnotized by irritation.
Gone silent by conversations sense of sensation.
Tootles to the grip forsaken to touch the pitter patter of lips.
Holdin in useless frustrations fixed with betrayal within a kiss.
Hear the vibes that never shake opened eyes.
Dried out as winks come alive said to be blind...
Frayed in a past time partially able to vent.
Muted words unheard express echoes in persons to the third.
Two birds to duck slurs unable to flirt.
On the edge of sanity peekin in on the mirrors vanity.
With the brutality settin free the clutch individuality.
Explanations rise within letters ridin down the backside of the hype.
Released from the lies entanglement enhancin life.
Walls striped to the stud nailed to the structure of luv.
Homeward bound even if dust settles on a nerve hushed.
Raw to the realization weighin down thoughts hypnotized by irritation.
Gone silent by conversations sense of sensation.
Tootles to the grip forsaken to touch the pitter patter of lips.
Holdin in useless frustrations fixed with betrayal within a kiss.
Hear the vibes that never shake opened eyes.
Dried out as winks come alive said to be blind...
outside the ox n off the wall
Unrestrained outside the box.
Limits have been crossed jumping off the top.
Using the wind to redirect the course of tame.
Unbound by chains never the same.
Lettin go of the original state of mind.
Head nodding for it's about fuckin time.
Shook loose the noose rotted in a past tense.
Frayed images of self stood in a sense of remembrance.
Leaped downward spiraling in a twist to land free.
Beyond the cubicle world lived the reality of dreams.
Empty handed gripping a grip without a gaping hole.
Layin life on the line losin ground ever so slow.
Leaping to the other side of temptations activity.
The imitations illusion imprisons simplicity.
Striped to the bone bared to be seen as intact.
Roaming like no other met entitled by facts.
Feet surf topside of bs cripplin movement.
Quicker than sand can sink blindly til absent.
Off to race, tics before the inevitable is missed.
Belonging in place beneath soles planted firmly as a glimpse.
Here today gone tomorrow as never sittin still.
Off to see the expression of day rise to the thrill.
A sky view tidal wave chasing away the prior thoughts consumed.
In the horizon as solo as clouds uniquely positioned for truth.
A cardboard silhouette out in the opened air.
Believing in words written as truths spread about in actions unfair.
Leavin the lies captured by the ball n chains clasp.
Dried like a county without booze's thirst with a flask.
For once one has a way seen in a different mindset released.
In range of floating in character with a style that breathes.
Cross over the restricted borders n see me for yourself.
In a creative motion willin to become from a tilt felt.
Off my rocker only wantin to be the me i know.
Unveiling what's been hidden behind closed doors shown.
Truly trippin on the space enslaving distance of what matters most.
From within the structure alert broke from the moans.
Off the wall n loopy af to the original way crippled.
Damn near pure through n through i sizzle.
Havin owns stage to perform on under the lights.
Click, off they go turned on the hype...
Limits have been crossed jumping off the top.
Using the wind to redirect the course of tame.
Unbound by chains never the same.
Lettin go of the original state of mind.
Head nodding for it's about fuckin time.
Shook loose the noose rotted in a past tense.
Frayed images of self stood in a sense of remembrance.
Leaped downward spiraling in a twist to land free.
Beyond the cubicle world lived the reality of dreams.
Empty handed gripping a grip without a gaping hole.
Layin life on the line losin ground ever so slow.
Leaping to the other side of temptations activity.
The imitations illusion imprisons simplicity.
Striped to the bone bared to be seen as intact.
Roaming like no other met entitled by facts.
Feet surf topside of bs cripplin movement.
Quicker than sand can sink blindly til absent.
Off to race, tics before the inevitable is missed.
Belonging in place beneath soles planted firmly as a glimpse.
Here today gone tomorrow as never sittin still.
Off to see the expression of day rise to the thrill.
A sky view tidal wave chasing away the prior thoughts consumed.
In the horizon as solo as clouds uniquely positioned for truth.
A cardboard silhouette out in the opened air.
Believing in words written as truths spread about in actions unfair.
Leavin the lies captured by the ball n chains clasp.
Dried like a county without booze's thirst with a flask.
For once one has a way seen in a different mindset released.
In range of floating in character with a style that breathes.
Cross over the restricted borders n see me for yourself.
In a creative motion willin to become from a tilt felt.
Off my rocker only wantin to be the me i know.
Unveiling what's been hidden behind closed doors shown.
Truly trippin on the space enslaving distance of what matters most.
From within the structure alert broke from the moans.
Off the wall n loopy af to the original way crippled.
Damn near pure through n through i sizzle.
Havin owns stage to perform on under the lights.
Click, off they go turned on the hype...
the taste of tongues
Played out lies told with disregard aimed at ears listening to the tone of false truths.
Through the stir of emotions comes the refusal to hear deliberate silence of use.
Here comes forth the evidence popping the heads confusion clarified overdue.
Tired of lips loop blowing smoke snuffing out a kinder side of a mans rejected proof.
Done with doe's unreliable reason to feed a twist leaving trails of helpful clues.
Walking on the shores shallow enough to follow footprints into the minds unknown tome.
Repeating the rotation of luv as faces change smothered by the infiltration of turning blue.
Dead ends running outta real estate unable to believe character delivering anything new.
Patterns relate as those before lost to the facts of life shared is a common ground that soothes.
Intent on an agenda telling tales of fantasies dreamt as a reality fades in eyes cut loose.
Putting the breaks on the morning to return in this misfortunate event again so fuckin through.
Who needs to relive the removal of passion armed to find flaws stuck in the mind like glue.
Honesty is best kept if words are as real as movement strolling along kissing slobber true.
Tied down to yet another commotion spewing betrayal in neutral memories to a graveyards tome.
Off to begin life on a road winding up in arms just the same whispering as if a gun that shoots.
Going back to play catchup to who one was prior to fake friends in relations pretending woos.
Fighting of the urge to tap passion with a crack as the lid releases the ease drank by booze.
A mummified secret laughing at lashes taken from syllables quiets the thrill of the cue.
Bobbing a weave wears the facials waste of being disguised by the smell of purity to pew.
Replacing the leeches reach with empty hugs set aside to drift in times unguided move.
The taste of tongues remains to remind in a rewind of others offering half stepping attempts to...
Through the stir of emotions comes the refusal to hear deliberate silence of use.
Here comes forth the evidence popping the heads confusion clarified overdue.
Tired of lips loop blowing smoke snuffing out a kinder side of a mans rejected proof.
Done with doe's unreliable reason to feed a twist leaving trails of helpful clues.
Walking on the shores shallow enough to follow footprints into the minds unknown tome.
Repeating the rotation of luv as faces change smothered by the infiltration of turning blue.
Dead ends running outta real estate unable to believe character delivering anything new.
Patterns relate as those before lost to the facts of life shared is a common ground that soothes.
Intent on an agenda telling tales of fantasies dreamt as a reality fades in eyes cut loose.
Putting the breaks on the morning to return in this misfortunate event again so fuckin through.
Who needs to relive the removal of passion armed to find flaws stuck in the mind like glue.
Honesty is best kept if words are as real as movement strolling along kissing slobber true.
Tied down to yet another commotion spewing betrayal in neutral memories to a graveyards tome.
Off to begin life on a road winding up in arms just the same whispering as if a gun that shoots.
Going back to play catchup to who one was prior to fake friends in relations pretending woos.
Fighting of the urge to tap passion with a crack as the lid releases the ease drank by booze.
A mummified secret laughing at lashes taken from syllables quiets the thrill of the cue.
Bobbing a weave wears the facials waste of being disguised by the smell of purity to pew.
Replacing the leeches reach with empty hugs set aside to drift in times unguided move.
The taste of tongues remains to remind in a rewind of others offering half stepping attempts to...
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.rekcuf eht dessorc ylesoprup I
.revol a yb degnarraeR
.tniop a evorp ot tsuJ
.diov a llif ot tpmetta eht ta gniliaF
.script the flipped life For
.spil detsat oseht lla ev'eW
.esrever ni nettirw nees eb ylno nac emit sA
.devreserp neeb sah tahw nwod gniwolS
.word memories a clarifying Carefully
.draehnu srae detum oT
.gel ym nwod edilsdum eht dereggirt gnihtemoS
.eugav seog yromem eht sA
.tihs ot enog yllanif sgnihtyrevE
.dessim s'tahw ya kcab gnikooL
.tegrof reven MirrorssrorriM
.etisoppo ym si noitcelfer ym sA
.yartsa tnew enod sah gniht sihT
.emag sefil pu deF
.efil dellac os ym si siht teY
.emim a gnikcimiM
.ames eht lla era eW
.yaw rehto eht kool lla eW
.sterces lanoitome ruo dniheb neddiH
.wtisTde
.rulb a sa tfel ot thgir morF
.tfel snrut nrut thgir yrevE
.ssem lufituaeb a tahW
.emoh ym tsol ev'I smeeS
.smaor ti sa dekcuf sdniM
.think people way the with Fuckin
.knilb ot ton gnyrt seye gnitniqs htiW
.pu peek t'nac ohw esoht gniddehS
.skcuf no pu evag ylurt I
.reasons own my have i As
.sseldeen so lamron eb oT
.luzzep a noti rsowd gwiTisnt
.delzzum eb ot elbanU
.emas eht lla era ew gnivorP
.niag eht no deen I tahw gnivaH
.hguone gnivah fo enil eht ot gnippetS
.dehsuh neeb sah tahw esool gnippiniR
.rekcuf eht dessorc ylesoprup I
.revol a yb degnarraeR
.tniop a evorp ot tsuJ
.diov a llif ot tpmetta eht ta gniliaF
.script the flipped life For
.spil detsat oseht lla ev'eW
.esrever ni nettirw nees eb ylno nac emit sA
.devreserp neeb sah tahw nwod gniwolS
.word memories a clarifying Carefully
.draehnu srae detum oT
.gel ym nwod edilsdum eht dereggirt gnihtemoS
.eugav seog yromem eht sA
.tihs ot enog yllanif sgnihtyrevE
.dessim s'tahw ya kcab gnikooL
.tegrof reven MirrorssrorriM
.etisoppo ym si noitcelfer ym sA
.yartsa tnew enod sah gniht sihT
.emag sefil pu deF
.efil dellac os ym si siht teY
.emim a gnikcimiM
.ames eht lla era eW
.yaw rehto eht kool lla eW
.sterces lanoitome ruo dniheb neddiH
.wtisTde
its spinnin
Imma give u what u want.
But idk if ur the friend in luv.
That makes me a fool a third time over.
N idc cuz i can't be driven from sober.
Reality is my witness through these eyes.
N i don't believe a breathe wasted on lies.
U n i are here for the moment til the clock runs out.
N it's spinnin as tics pound.
Yeah, imma do all i can to have a life.
Yet imma none believer in luv's hype.
There nothin more than emotions lent.
A feelin til the end show up to defend.
Enjoy me while u can for it'll come to close.
Smell every petal plucked from a rose.
Spread topside the bed of my appreciation.
Speakin in ways time shared is anticipation.
Bringin it home the way a man should.
Livin in the nows moment like u knew i would.
I don't listen to promises of a forgotten tomorrow.
Jus make today last n don't use what u cannot borrow.
I got my ends met jus past half way.
N i won't confuse myself on how u play.
It is what it is n ain't what i don't see.
Save that fantasy world bs for ur dreams.
I'm only human n do my best to dig in.
It's what separate the boys from men.
Imma lil different in the wind drift settin sails.
As the dog in me needs not to sniff ur trail.
I could care less if u change course on the spur of the moment.
My head will never hang out knowin we all have a life as i expect i to hold it.
Imma do what needs to be done.
Now lets have a lil fun!
But idk if ur the friend in luv.
That makes me a fool a third time over.
N idc cuz i can't be driven from sober.
Reality is my witness through these eyes.
N i don't believe a breathe wasted on lies.
U n i are here for the moment til the clock runs out.
N it's spinnin as tics pound.
Yeah, imma do all i can to have a life.
Yet imma none believer in luv's hype.
There nothin more than emotions lent.
A feelin til the end show up to defend.
Enjoy me while u can for it'll come to close.
Smell every petal plucked from a rose.
Spread topside the bed of my appreciation.
Speakin in ways time shared is anticipation.
Bringin it home the way a man should.
Livin in the nows moment like u knew i would.
I don't listen to promises of a forgotten tomorrow.
Jus make today last n don't use what u cannot borrow.
I got my ends met jus past half way.
N i won't confuse myself on how u play.
It is what it is n ain't what i don't see.
Save that fantasy world bs for ur dreams.
I'm only human n do my best to dig in.
It's what separate the boys from men.
Imma lil different in the wind drift settin sails.
As the dog in me needs not to sniff ur trail.
I could care less if u change course on the spur of the moment.
My head will never hang out knowin we all have a life as i expect i to hold it.
Imma do what needs to be done.
Now lets have a lil fun!
look at me now
I'm as good as stuck in the middle of lost n found.
Confused on what people see after death comes around.
I've done nothin but get blamed as the accused my whole life.
N it's not the fortune I've chased that's closed my eyes.
It's jus the way of this world in which we live that turns one inside out.
Forcin the mind to collapse within a heartbeats broken sound.
I've got overused nerves that won't settle for the lesser leak.
Loose i run as ruined pourin out lessons tryin to relate with the tweak.
Yeah, look at me now closin up shop n shook from the shadow beneath the tree.
Burnt cuz the shades dark side frightens the life outta me.
I'm to far gone to think home sits on a branch as if a childish thought.
So fuckin lost to those who jus don't understand the pitch tossed.
Confused on what people see after death comes around.
I've done nothin but get blamed as the accused my whole life.
N it's not the fortune I've chased that's closed my eyes.
It's jus the way of this world in which we live that turns one inside out.
Forcin the mind to collapse within a heartbeats broken sound.
I've got overused nerves that won't settle for the lesser leak.
Loose i run as ruined pourin out lessons tryin to relate with the tweak.
Yeah, look at me now closin up shop n shook from the shadow beneath the tree.
Burnt cuz the shades dark side frightens the life outta me.
I'm to far gone to think home sits on a branch as if a childish thought.
So fuckin lost to those who jus don't understand the pitch tossed.
attention
Unable to worry about what ur goin through.
Sittin within as curious eyes don't pay attention.
It's all come to friends runnin a heart shed course.
As human as u unseen by careless intentions explored.
This is me givin it back the way it's received.
If I were to wait to get from u what i give I'd be deceased.
I can't linger in ur world needin one of my own.
Somehow it appears in actions u can't act grown.
The end has come to call out a finalizin fuck it.
I'm not the one with hidden secrets upon my lips.
I've heard them change ur tone for far too long.
Conversation jus don't speak unless u wear a thong.
Beauty in the eye of the beholder is overrated.
I tried diggin in n found the shallowness tanted.
Yeah I've seen enough to reassure my worth.
U don't have it in u to relate beyond words.
Jus smile n look pretty for the peekaboo stare.
There's so many others u can run through like u care.
The past has spoken with weight without any restitution.
U can't feel me in a state of my own reinvention.
No there's no need in tryin to fix what u haven't a clue to do.
U live in ur own world n I'm done comin unglued.
Time slipped under the attention not taken.
A man is more than a tool that winds up bein forgotten.
This is no way for me to appreciate what i cannot.
The attempt reversed routines of the emotional block.
Ur yesterday's issue i don't wanna think come morning.
Ur lifestyle tilted the teeter of realizing ur boring.
The reality is u need someone u have no use for.
I'm out of the needless mentions of what I'm willin to pour.
U failed in ways the memory of us is set.
In stone as if dead tryin to lend my best.
Set ur dime down n stop what u think i feel for me.
U only felt the way i came to u lost in a dream.
It's not so harsh knowin I'm not missin much.
U chose the way u overlooked my luv.
This isn't how I wanted to know u.
Truth is I've accepted the facts of proof.
Pay closer attention to the back stabbed so deliberate.
It's the last thing ur gonna see for I'm no longer tolerant...
Sittin within as curious eyes don't pay attention.
It's all come to friends runnin a heart shed course.
As human as u unseen by careless intentions explored.
This is me givin it back the way it's received.
If I were to wait to get from u what i give I'd be deceased.
I can't linger in ur world needin one of my own.
Somehow it appears in actions u can't act grown.
The end has come to call out a finalizin fuck it.
I'm not the one with hidden secrets upon my lips.
I've heard them change ur tone for far too long.
Conversation jus don't speak unless u wear a thong.
Beauty in the eye of the beholder is overrated.
I tried diggin in n found the shallowness tanted.
Yeah I've seen enough to reassure my worth.
U don't have it in u to relate beyond words.
Jus smile n look pretty for the peekaboo stare.
There's so many others u can run through like u care.
The past has spoken with weight without any restitution.
U can't feel me in a state of my own reinvention.
No there's no need in tryin to fix what u haven't a clue to do.
U live in ur own world n I'm done comin unglued.
Time slipped under the attention not taken.
A man is more than a tool that winds up bein forgotten.
This is no way for me to appreciate what i cannot.
The attempt reversed routines of the emotional block.
Ur yesterday's issue i don't wanna think come morning.
Ur lifestyle tilted the teeter of realizing ur boring.
The reality is u need someone u have no use for.
I'm out of the needless mentions of what I'm willin to pour.
U failed in ways the memory of us is set.
In stone as if dead tryin to lend my best.
Set ur dime down n stop what u think i feel for me.
U only felt the way i came to u lost in a dream.
It's not so harsh knowin I'm not missin much.
U chose the way u overlooked my luv.
This isn't how I wanted to know u.
Truth is I've accepted the facts of proof.
Pay closer attention to the back stabbed so deliberate.
It's the last thing ur gonna see for I'm no longer tolerant...
at the end of the preview
Straight up to the doorstep so i know.
So the toes can feel the opened truths of home.
Time has risen for words to hold their word.
Standin as an opportunity that's already been hurt.
Jus for the eyes to be shredded of the wonder.
Is it shelter beneath the feet or more issues to plunder?
At the front door of directions angle to get it on.
Standin at the end of the preview with precision torn.
Long live the day givin repetitive measures their past.
Sound off the priorities intent waitin to laugh...
So the toes can feel the opened truths of home.
Time has risen for words to hold their word.
Standin as an opportunity that's already been hurt.
Jus for the eyes to be shredded of the wonder.
Is it shelter beneath the feet or more issues to plunder?
At the front door of directions angle to get it on.
Standin at the end of the preview with precision torn.
Long live the day givin repetitive measures their past.
Sound off the priorities intent waitin to laugh...
n silence closes the mouth
She is no secret, nor does she belong to a muted tongue.
She's the reason u see me smile. The reason i am in luv.
She rides with the flow of me heart. Calming my nerves.
Never has she felt any less to me. Than a luv that has worth.
Words speak at the thought of her. Overflowing from within.
The spew tastes her name. Again n again n again n again.
She's uniquely rare n one of a kind. Mind blowing to know.
My luv is as good as her own hands. With placing of thrones.
Crowned she is as the one n only. She's taken me over.
Without her I'm nothing more than ordinary. Longing to hold her.
A different kinda special she is to me. Kept safe n sound.
N as she knows, i am madly in luv. N silence closes the mouth...
She's the reason u see me smile. The reason i am in luv.
She rides with the flow of me heart. Calming my nerves.
Never has she felt any less to me. Than a luv that has worth.
Words speak at the thought of her. Overflowing from within.
The spew tastes her name. Again n again n again n again.
She's uniquely rare n one of a kind. Mind blowing to know.
My luv is as good as her own hands. With placing of thrones.
Crowned she is as the one n only. She's taken me over.
Without her I'm nothing more than ordinary. Longing to hold her.
A different kinda special she is to me. Kept safe n sound.
N as she knows, i am madly in luv. N silence closes the mouth...
dream whisperer
Woke up earlier from a dream.
U were there makin it hard for me to breathe.
I felt the pain from the deep.
From the other side it touched a beat.
As real as if i stood in ur way.
I couldn't reach the reason u strayed.
The intensity tore me by seein ur face.
I ached like i was awake to luvs fame.
Hidden in another world behind eyes.
I reacted to u so vividly i could cry.
So close to the presence tears filled to slide.
It damn near crippled me not to be a part of ur life.
The honesty beyond the forbidden drift hurt.
As i stuttered to even piece together words.
U weren't the same in the way u seen my worth.
Jus past the nod it seemed u buried me in the dirt.
Done n actin as if i didn't exist in my own fantasy.
As an overwhelming feelin shook devotions need.
Standin in the line of sight u blew like the breeze.
Overlooking the truths u failed to lean on me.
From beneath the imagination laid up in bed.
U crossed the mind as I came lose at the threads.
The feel felt the design in which u fled.
Even past the point of reality to u I appeared to be dead.
Hangin on jus before I slipped from passion back to life.
I slept in the only world that lives up to the hype.
Of true emotion that resides within lonely nights.
I awakened overwhelmed with desire wantin to cry.
U were there makin it hard for me to breathe.
I felt the pain from the deep.
From the other side it touched a beat.
As real as if i stood in ur way.
I couldn't reach the reason u strayed.
The intensity tore me by seein ur face.
I ached like i was awake to luvs fame.
Hidden in another world behind eyes.
I reacted to u so vividly i could cry.
So close to the presence tears filled to slide.
It damn near crippled me not to be a part of ur life.
The honesty beyond the forbidden drift hurt.
As i stuttered to even piece together words.
U weren't the same in the way u seen my worth.
Jus past the nod it seemed u buried me in the dirt.
Done n actin as if i didn't exist in my own fantasy.
As an overwhelming feelin shook devotions need.
Standin in the line of sight u blew like the breeze.
Overlooking the truths u failed to lean on me.
From beneath the imagination laid up in bed.
U crossed the mind as I came lose at the threads.
The feel felt the design in which u fled.
Even past the point of reality to u I appeared to be dead.
Hangin on jus before I slipped from passion back to life.
I slept in the only world that lives up to the hype.
Of true emotion that resides within lonely nights.
I awakened overwhelmed with desire wantin to cry.
ripples flow
Bodies wrapped snug to the texture touched.
One after another soothing nerves that feed the rush.
Feeling the same as danger lingers in the short termed heart.
Pressed against the details of contacts experimental art.
Familiarizing facial expressions well beyond the imaginations sleep.
All come along portraying the pursuit of self proclaimed need.
Faces take place in time conjuring up a most wanted life.
Flipping pages as they change in a memoirs forgotten night.
Felt as if the swap had never taken place.
It's jus not one individual held to replace the passions fame.
They follow a course taken to come into ones life.
Gone to soon as footsteps are filled on the spin move to squeeze the hype.
Overlapping the under layer deflating pillows from saddened to happy tears.
One at a time there's no differences in the way they shed the years.
Adoring the comfort that's appeared for a while.
Switching up yet leaving the luv to gain a different smile.
Holding on to late nights like the last go around.
Somehow in sync like a beat magically skipped frowns.
Curled up upon by a new someone willin to lay still.
In the darkness on the other side of midnights' will.
The light doesn't give a hoot to which chicka falls.
There's only the compression method merging to a halt.
For beyond the visual sense the physicality remains.
Unseen, as one, two, three even four more are enjoyed in a repeated faze.
Flush with the jus-a-like collision landing in arms.
Pleasured by the embrace of an entangled web overlapping body parts.
Basic fundamentals place each as all is one in motion.
With no unique style that separates any of them from emotion.
The sensation repeats the release of the stillness that calms.
The closer the skin, the softer the pause.
Let them come n allow them to be free to even go.
Singled handedly, one by one, ripples flow.
From the initial dab a hole is the effect of the splash.
Away from the moment left in the past.
One after another soothing nerves that feed the rush.
Feeling the same as danger lingers in the short termed heart.
Pressed against the details of contacts experimental art.
Familiarizing facial expressions well beyond the imaginations sleep.
All come along portraying the pursuit of self proclaimed need.
Faces take place in time conjuring up a most wanted life.
Flipping pages as they change in a memoirs forgotten night.
Felt as if the swap had never taken place.
It's jus not one individual held to replace the passions fame.
They follow a course taken to come into ones life.
Gone to soon as footsteps are filled on the spin move to squeeze the hype.
Overlapping the under layer deflating pillows from saddened to happy tears.
One at a time there's no differences in the way they shed the years.
Adoring the comfort that's appeared for a while.
Switching up yet leaving the luv to gain a different smile.
Holding on to late nights like the last go around.
Somehow in sync like a beat magically skipped frowns.
Curled up upon by a new someone willin to lay still.
In the darkness on the other side of midnights' will.
The light doesn't give a hoot to which chicka falls.
There's only the compression method merging to a halt.
For beyond the visual sense the physicality remains.
Unseen, as one, two, three even four more are enjoyed in a repeated faze.
Flush with the jus-a-like collision landing in arms.
Pleasured by the embrace of an entangled web overlapping body parts.
Basic fundamentals place each as all is one in motion.
With no unique style that separates any of them from emotion.
The sensation repeats the release of the stillness that calms.
The closer the skin, the softer the pause.
Let them come n allow them to be free to even go.
Singled handedly, one by one, ripples flow.
From the initial dab a hole is the effect of the splash.
Away from the moment left in the past.
time has treated the rages taste
We've already been to war.
N from behind these eyes u still pour.
Straight through the battlefield.
Nothing has changed, luv is real.
Truths has been shown.
Wearin a more polished throne.
N time has treated the rages taste.
As u continue to take up space.
Dippin in u swim in my ease.
Strokin every inch of passions dream.
From the tips we've dragged the bottom.
Remainin intact, emotions we got em.
From the smoke we lit the fire.
It's us left draped in luvs atire.
We struggled with the gravity of weight.
Damn near lost the reason to relate.
Engaged with the resistance of self.
We found the other half more than felt.
U hold the light to what makes me right.
Upright n face to face in the middle of life.
Luv'd u are in ways words find a rhyme.
N i the beast tamed that gives u a reason why.
Committed to the taste in my lips.
I give to u my unclenched fists.
Burnin like desire released from a flame.
Passion is the only thing to blame.
Nothin in this world could ever compare to us.
We'd be lost without the comfort of our luv.
Speakin the honesty of truths set free.
U don't belong in my forgotten dreams.
There n back eyes feel the invisible breathes.
Escapin as an ease to breathe as luv's best.
Here is the merge of one without a fight.
Unrestricted emotion can never lie.
Before u I am.
Acceptin only ur hand.
Layin down weapons fatal blows.
Together like a flower we rose.
N from behind these eyes u still pour.
Straight through the battlefield.
Nothing has changed, luv is real.
Truths has been shown.
Wearin a more polished throne.
N time has treated the rages taste.
As u continue to take up space.
Dippin in u swim in my ease.
Strokin every inch of passions dream.
From the tips we've dragged the bottom.
Remainin intact, emotions we got em.
From the smoke we lit the fire.
It's us left draped in luvs atire.
We struggled with the gravity of weight.
Damn near lost the reason to relate.
Engaged with the resistance of self.
We found the other half more than felt.
U hold the light to what makes me right.
Upright n face to face in the middle of life.
Luv'd u are in ways words find a rhyme.
N i the beast tamed that gives u a reason why.
Committed to the taste in my lips.
I give to u my unclenched fists.
Burnin like desire released from a flame.
Passion is the only thing to blame.
Nothin in this world could ever compare to us.
We'd be lost without the comfort of our luv.
Speakin the honesty of truths set free.
U don't belong in my forgotten dreams.
There n back eyes feel the invisible breathes.
Escapin as an ease to breathe as luv's best.
Here is the merge of one without a fight.
Unrestricted emotion can never lie.
Before u I am.
Acceptin only ur hand.
Layin down weapons fatal blows.
Together like a flower we rose.
a memory comin to life
Tryin to fill a void that cannot be reached.
Depths search for a luv unable to breathe.
The empty attempts to feel more than hollow.
Seekin comfort unmatched to follow.
Gettin on has come to what was predicted.
Walkin without is an emotion uninterested.
The replacement fails to connect the same.
Once touched in a way one had no shame.
Passion escaped leavin a trail of confusion.
Changin faces that fade to delusions.
The irreplaceable complicated the rhythms vibe.
Redirectin truths to a different place in time.
The loss is felt in a memory comin to life.
Missin the presence covered by the hype.
As the wonder conflicts with what has been lately.
With the intake of air into honesty that inflates.
The only thing left to share in a distant world.
More than grazed by the fall the head twirls.
Shakin loose the condition of the hearts land.
Knowin there's no other to be held in hands.
Never to be released is the tease that came to go.
Lookin in eyes that cannot relate to the flow.
True words hidden in pages yet to be read.
Digs the devotion that remains restless in bed.
This is the result of worth collapsin within.
Becomin a chameleon beneath the tears tasted by a grin.
Depths search for a luv unable to breathe.
The empty attempts to feel more than hollow.
Seekin comfort unmatched to follow.
Gettin on has come to what was predicted.
Walkin without is an emotion uninterested.
The replacement fails to connect the same.
Once touched in a way one had no shame.
Passion escaped leavin a trail of confusion.
Changin faces that fade to delusions.
The irreplaceable complicated the rhythms vibe.
Redirectin truths to a different place in time.
The loss is felt in a memory comin to life.
Missin the presence covered by the hype.
As the wonder conflicts with what has been lately.
With the intake of air into honesty that inflates.
The only thing left to share in a distant world.
More than grazed by the fall the head twirls.
Shakin loose the condition of the hearts land.
Knowin there's no other to be held in hands.
Never to be released is the tease that came to go.
Lookin in eyes that cannot relate to the flow.
True words hidden in pages yet to be read.
Digs the devotion that remains restless in bed.
This is the result of worth collapsin within.
Becomin a chameleon beneath the tears tasted by a grin.
alike
The pieces are there to seize the moment.
Ready for the shuffle of play.
It's the battlefield makin extractin grounds.
Set to seek more than a stale mate.
From edge to edge of strategy.
Infiltratin with moves alike.
Toyin with a mind to win.
Back n forth n side to side.
Time consumin touchin figures.
Finger dancin closin space.
Tryin an others defense.
Takin prisoners for keeps sake.
Holdin on to the power at hand.
Expendable to the natural cause.
One by one losin a troops.
Findin a weakness within flaws.
On the attack upon the plain.
Front line lingerin into the fight.
Engaged to protect as pawns do.
Diminishin slowly before the eyes.
Ridin on the hearts stallion.
Creepin up from around the bend.
Openin lanes in a diagonal view.
Every move is a shift to defend.
Straight up contact to ensure defeat.
Armies never hesitant to become men.
As Queens stands for their Kings.
Til the bitter end goin all in.
Maneuverin for positions benefit.
Slidin into place to claim the right.
A game that puzzles thoughts.
Attendin to the line of sight.
Believin in actions taken are real.
Interactin with the offensive threat.
Slippin only in reverse with a mission.
Livin up to the vow to never regret.
Not once to lay down.
Yet set everything upon the table.
World's collide in the mix.
The resistance in rows are willin n able.
Tested to show the mind at work.
Fallen foes n friends alike.
To win is to own what's earned.
Losin those standin with honor n pride.
Ready for the shuffle of play.
It's the battlefield makin extractin grounds.
Set to seek more than a stale mate.
From edge to edge of strategy.
Infiltratin with moves alike.
Toyin with a mind to win.
Back n forth n side to side.
Time consumin touchin figures.
Finger dancin closin space.
Tryin an others defense.
Takin prisoners for keeps sake.
Holdin on to the power at hand.
Expendable to the natural cause.
One by one losin a troops.
Findin a weakness within flaws.
On the attack upon the plain.
Front line lingerin into the fight.
Engaged to protect as pawns do.
Diminishin slowly before the eyes.
Ridin on the hearts stallion.
Creepin up from around the bend.
Openin lanes in a diagonal view.
Every move is a shift to defend.
Straight up contact to ensure defeat.
Armies never hesitant to become men.
As Queens stands for their Kings.
Til the bitter end goin all in.
Maneuverin for positions benefit.
Slidin into place to claim the right.
A game that puzzles thoughts.
Attendin to the line of sight.
Believin in actions taken are real.
Interactin with the offensive threat.
Slippin only in reverse with a mission.
Livin up to the vow to never regret.
Not once to lay down.
Yet set everything upon the table.
World's collide in the mix.
The resistance in rows are willin n able.
Tested to show the mind at work.
Fallen foes n friends alike.
To win is to own what's earned.
Losin those standin with honor n pride.
swimmin with the fishies
Chances taken wound up here.
Driftin solo topside of tears.
Floatin upon the surface of pain.
Where luv never dies the same.
Lifeless to the sinkin into another.
Bubbles take air from luv'rs.
Mouth to mouth rejuvenated.
Felt differently in the exchange of hatred.
Yesterday landed in this mornings lap.
Fallin apart fillin the lakes entrapped.
Surrounded by drier lands that lead to more moisture.
As the ground softens to be tortured.
Drowned by the weight of the current.
Tucked away from lifes ongoing moments.
Set adrift is the ripples carryin proof.
Downstream luv came to the banks of used.
Is it dead faced down swimmin with the fishies?
Can I be pulled from the waters edge with fresh lips please?
A set familiar to pucker up without the lies.
Time came to a halt here releasin line after line.
Slippin on the very last drip that dried up.
Catchin grip caught by a trip lost in luv...
Driftin solo topside of tears.
Floatin upon the surface of pain.
Where luv never dies the same.
Lifeless to the sinkin into another.
Bubbles take air from luv'rs.
Mouth to mouth rejuvenated.
Felt differently in the exchange of hatred.
Yesterday landed in this mornings lap.
Fallin apart fillin the lakes entrapped.
Surrounded by drier lands that lead to more moisture.
As the ground softens to be tortured.
Drowned by the weight of the current.
Tucked away from lifes ongoing moments.
Set adrift is the ripples carryin proof.
Downstream luv came to the banks of used.
Is it dead faced down swimmin with the fishies?
Can I be pulled from the waters edge with fresh lips please?
A set familiar to pucker up without the lies.
Time came to a halt here releasin line after line.
Slippin on the very last drip that dried up.
Catchin grip caught by a trip lost in luv...
useless rhymes
Leave me be.
Alone to decipher reality.
Let me sleep til i awake.
I'm tired of dreamin of late.
No more visits behind my eyes.
The end has rounded time.
I'm in need of somethin new.
I don't wanna dig for clues.
The heart has had enough.
This here isn't luv.
Standin empty handed in life.
Ramblin in between useless rhymes.
I'm done with the immaturity.
The chaos ends with ur impurity.
Jus go, there's no vacancy for u.
To the past find ur way to elude.
A lifestyle u cannot hack.
The one i lived u refuse to match.
It's come time to face the inevitable.
All u do is deny to be reliable.
Lie to ears that don't know ur games.
Softly speak temptation to their name.
Blinded by eyes strung out on luv.
Cripplin intentions that depend on the rush.
The risk had ran it's course.
I don't want u no more.
Relieve me from promises made.
Reduced to ever try the attempt to escape.
Ghost like image give it up.
It isn't what it was.
Alone to decipher reality.
Let me sleep til i awake.
I'm tired of dreamin of late.
No more visits behind my eyes.
The end has rounded time.
I'm in need of somethin new.
I don't wanna dig for clues.
The heart has had enough.
This here isn't luv.
Standin empty handed in life.
Ramblin in between useless rhymes.
I'm done with the immaturity.
The chaos ends with ur impurity.
Jus go, there's no vacancy for u.
To the past find ur way to elude.
A lifestyle u cannot hack.
The one i lived u refuse to match.
It's come time to face the inevitable.
All u do is deny to be reliable.
Lie to ears that don't know ur games.
Softly speak temptation to their name.
Blinded by eyes strung out on luv.
Cripplin intentions that depend on the rush.
The risk had ran it's course.
I don't want u no more.
Relieve me from promises made.
Reduced to ever try the attempt to escape.
Ghost like image give it up.
It isn't what it was.
monsters
My monster's a lil to much under pressure.
Seems the battle of an others is buried treasure.
When faces come to the stand in the light.
Barred to eyes changing diagonal sight.
There must be something that cannot relate.
Rubbing irritation raw with selfish fame.
Mirrors refuse to establish level grounds.
Clashing with the waltz dinging rounds.
Great pretenders gagging on the fades depart.
Textbook story written without facts yet so smart.
Luv's strength fails to perform as the permanent.
Rage resists the other side of arrangements.
Giving up on the teeter of givin to receive.
Unable to show actions having reason to believe.
Time spoils n spills out into different lives.
One monster appears to be better than the hype.
Above owns wrong choking with a perfect form.
Doing the unthinkable to emotions shared so adored.
My point of patience dwells just the same.
Willing to equal opportunity of relations gain.
Seen as the enemy when enough is calling.
Split into two taking a piece from the fallen.
The length to the end trips on crossing of toes.
Damn my monster for pulling on space from foes.
Camouflaged to be true to the chameleons switch.
Digging into the hollow hole vacant as a ditch.
Colliding monsters confuse mindsets adrift.
Muting tone hushed at the rim of lips.
Stripping away the truth of promises internally pure.
Losing the softness of a hand that tends to lure.
Unfair monsters don't realize we all have one.
A monster exploding once crossed by a forgetful luv.
Draining the flow of grace that defeats honesty.
Monsters crawl from within with animosity.
Hatred that reflects horrific wonder set still.
The mystery is the payment of free will...
Seems the battle of an others is buried treasure.
When faces come to the stand in the light.
Barred to eyes changing diagonal sight.
There must be something that cannot relate.
Rubbing irritation raw with selfish fame.
Mirrors refuse to establish level grounds.
Clashing with the waltz dinging rounds.
Great pretenders gagging on the fades depart.
Textbook story written without facts yet so smart.
Luv's strength fails to perform as the permanent.
Rage resists the other side of arrangements.
Giving up on the teeter of givin to receive.
Unable to show actions having reason to believe.
Time spoils n spills out into different lives.
One monster appears to be better than the hype.
Above owns wrong choking with a perfect form.
Doing the unthinkable to emotions shared so adored.
My point of patience dwells just the same.
Willing to equal opportunity of relations gain.
Seen as the enemy when enough is calling.
Split into two taking a piece from the fallen.
The length to the end trips on crossing of toes.
Damn my monster for pulling on space from foes.
Camouflaged to be true to the chameleons switch.
Digging into the hollow hole vacant as a ditch.
Colliding monsters confuse mindsets adrift.
Muting tone hushed at the rim of lips.
Stripping away the truth of promises internally pure.
Losing the softness of a hand that tends to lure.
Unfair monsters don't realize we all have one.
A monster exploding once crossed by a forgetful luv.
Draining the flow of grace that defeats honesty.
Monsters crawl from within with animosity.
Hatred that reflects horrific wonder set still.
The mystery is the payment of free will...
a new form of idnependence
Time has directed toes to the line of change.
Shedding the one in which whom i was to my name.
Irrelevant to the walk that's made a difference.
Ticks spun to create a new form of independence.
One step is all that's needed to breathe again.
To release myself from the tragic mess of a man.
Leaning over I can feel normal touch my face.
N the end is damn near through the maze.
Standing at the exit sign waiting on freedom to ring its bell.
Yet this secret of ahead of words willin to tell.
I'm ready to be relieved of the issues at hand.
N by golly damn once they're gone in been walks I won't feel so crammed.
The length of this lifestyle of not a battle I wish to please.
Its none of my concern who winds up on their knees.
My strength awaits the near future to come a lil quicker.
Bcuz this shit had gotten to be more pain on my ticker.
My back isn't safe when there's another side of a wall.
With ears listening to echoes of my twist crawls.
Chipping in on a chuckle to victimize a luv comin undone.
The door is opened n the key is on the beds fun.
The only thing left to consider as a while worth the curiosity.
Good times call from a distant place away from this immaturity.
N it won't be long til I reveal who out is I've become.
Like a monkey on a cage flingin poo to be flung.
Patience is the way outta here as eyes are confused.
Peekin with a squeezin squint tryin to figure why I haven't cut it loose.
I won't be back before my end comes around to claim me.
Imma once upon a time ago when not a one some more than bs through their teeth...
Shedding the one in which whom i was to my name.
Irrelevant to the walk that's made a difference.
Ticks spun to create a new form of independence.
One step is all that's needed to breathe again.
To release myself from the tragic mess of a man.
Leaning over I can feel normal touch my face.
N the end is damn near through the maze.
Standing at the exit sign waiting on freedom to ring its bell.
Yet this secret of ahead of words willin to tell.
I'm ready to be relieved of the issues at hand.
N by golly damn once they're gone in been walks I won't feel so crammed.
The length of this lifestyle of not a battle I wish to please.
Its none of my concern who winds up on their knees.
My strength awaits the near future to come a lil quicker.
Bcuz this shit had gotten to be more pain on my ticker.
My back isn't safe when there's another side of a wall.
With ears listening to echoes of my twist crawls.
Chipping in on a chuckle to victimize a luv comin undone.
The door is opened n the key is on the beds fun.
The only thing left to consider as a while worth the curiosity.
Good times call from a distant place away from this immaturity.
N it won't be long til I reveal who out is I've become.
Like a monkey on a cage flingin poo to be flung.
Patience is the way outta here as eyes are confused.
Peekin with a squeezin squint tryin to figure why I haven't cut it loose.
I won't be back before my end comes around to claim me.
Imma once upon a time ago when not a one some more than bs through their teeth...
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