surfacing..

On the edge… Damn. I stood there looking down with my sanity in my hand. Too the edge. I couldn’t take no more. I lost my delicate mind somewhere alongside the detour. At the edge. I pondered wtf happened to me. I was never the one to get caught up in childish fantasies. Alone on the edge. There was a calm when I noticed hire far it was I had to fall. So, I fell into my decent into I paused. Over the edge. Yeah, that’s the moment I knew I went to far. Realizing I was damaged behind the bars that protected my heart. From the edge. Fuck. Somewhere around the way I was forced to turn on luv. It was the edge, that reinvented me. Awakened I hit the bottom of my dreams. Through the water's edge. I sank deep beneath feelings explored. Just to rise to gasp for air without the one I adored.