At the end of it…

I can’t listen to you speak due to my heart begins to come back to life. And to every touch you again will end my rebuttle never to such. It wouldn’t take much so I’ll start over here where I’m safe. Bcuz I can’t even you get close enough to luv you as it scares my vulnerability in so many ways. We’ve been down that as I was met standing caring the weight of us. So please, shh so I can think without pulse going wild that creates the rush. I can’t be best you due to my inability to say no. I’m not weak I’m just a fool for you to come home. Just don’t call upon me so I’ll never hate answer your needs. I’m confuse your loneliness when you shine long enough to remember me. I’m with more but I’m a better me with you until it’s me lost once again., prisoner to the emotions manipulated by sexuality creating magic that drives me insane. I can’t be who you want me to be to fulfill your time. Not when it’s more mental to me bcuz you please my mind. It worths end me to be in a room with you. I’m doing me bcuz this is the truth. I seen something less potent so I have a balance beneath the shallows. You’re kryptonite and I’ve learned there’s a passion that has a void abandoned and now alone. Feasting the day you turn my way and say my name. I don’t wand see your face. It’ll expose the stare that gropes you flesh. Stirring up the hidden contents deep in my chest. I must focus on a life you opted out of. Although with you in it moments would be way more fun. I hafts Tate this apart but is Gina destroy me too. You’re r no longer a dream come true…