repeling me...

You’re here with me bcuz everything else you’ve tried was a waste of time. Otherwise you’d be laid up in another man’s arms for the rest of the night. So why treat me like I’m then when I clearly wasn’t anywhere around. I was fighting for my own heart to find the joy of a lifetime as I’m here with you now. Tell your memories to hold off until you’ve figured me out. It’s the least you can do the way you’re looking at me with words chosen to see from your mouth. If we aren’t gonna speak without rehearsals I ain’t listening to anything you have to say. All bcuz do I am will be smothered in the leftovers of foul play. So just ease up and see me on the way I come. And I’ll witness you in a way that you have an acceptance of real luv. Built upon a friendship that gives meaning to why we’re here. But from then to now was just a learning process of self’s own worth. Just be you without the faults of careless words. I can only be me out I can be on my way. And if you can be you, that be great. We’re not who others provoked us into becoming another version of them. Fight it and evolve into the you vibing in your own sense of a hand lent. To be more than self singled out. To walk the talk of the depths that move without sound. If I wanted to hear your chest pulsate I couldn’t at best. For what you’ve become repels the essence of what it means to invest. To allow yourself the ability to live. It’s all in your mindset of what you have to give. Not what someone of prior misalignment turned you into. Where’s your use? Your willingness to smile like shit happens in life? Let’s see how far we can get on the other side of the hype. Bcuz wet mouths sucking faces comprehend the premature situation before we wonder of more. And we know what it’ll take for another chance for that crave to be explored. Am I those you’ve known time and time again? Or can you somehow see me as the man I am? Finding it in you to redefine hope as we together, live in this crazy world. Bcuz if imma open up imma need a woman, not a girl. I personally can’t keep going with what I’ve known within relations. Either relate or respectfully walk away from this temptation…