Past the point...

Did you hear me when I told you, “I don’t want anyone else”. That was an unheard luv from my heart that was truly felt. And I swear I’ll never say AILOWY again: not I more I’m always in luv, only with you until the end. I don’t feel alive the way I do when I’m near you. My depths in my silence spoke from within whispers of hope my own heart found a better use. And yet , here I am in the middle of life without your presence. As strong as I am, I feel irrelevant. Misplaced by my emotions that died through the years. You must’ve missed the point when my inner makings were shifting gears. Leveling up to open the gates wasn’t hard holding such a beauty. But I fell and descended into the depths of mutiny where maturity faded from its purity. Your hands alone were timeless as I now spend an eternity craving your touch. And if all things, I don’t wanna be in luv. Are you listening? Bcuz I know you’re not missing me. As I’ve ran outta tears to even the thought. But when you call you expect my life to pause. After I’ve expressed who you are to me. You forced me to let go of my dream. Although I can’t get you outta me head to save me from the solitude. I just wanna forget that it was my true intent that was abused. I just hope forever isn’t so fuckin long. And even more so, I beg the universe that you never realize I’m actually gone. When spending the one life we have with me is a singular solo act. It’s just too bad you decided to become a stranger of my past…