I found my way into a few hearts I never meant to hurt. I was just trying to find my, take my time and not manipulate them with words. I couldn’t had a good life a time or two but my stubbornness had control. And if I could tell ‘em they were worth every detail of me that I put on hold. The transition I went through wanted to be fair so honesty was what I had to give. Attempting to see each one as is, one at a time I was wanting to live. Genuinely willing to become a better version in my own. And yet, I still turned away as someone laying a friendship down. As my mind overrides my emotions every time I begin to feel anything. Knowing every smile was as real as not chasing rings. I wonder sometimes what Is wrong with me. I should’ve smiled more often. Given in commenters asking the way of becoming softened. Bcuz I’ve always craved to be playful with the flirtations that lead to the good life. But the only thing I have is the silliness with a wall to keep from the shallowness of the hype.
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