brief friendship...

How I envision you in my head isn’t what you should live up to. So I let go of a stranger lost in her own thoughts that were on the loose. Who I believed you could be wasn't who you realized in real life. So I cut ties and gave you back to this brutal world, no longer my wife. As harsh as words spoken were different in so many ways. What you were willing to settle for showed me I couldn’t stay. And those you got with since? What a twist. Maybe it was the level of expectations of looking at you in a way no one else ever had or has. More than likely, I was out of line for thinking things that never appeared in a mirror and that’s sad. You witnessed yourself in a way I could never fathom. The mere concept displayed the lack of consciousness as you never happened. Lost to situational moments that predicted the outcome of your medical functions. You never evolved from that raw form used as a shield that complicated task luv’ns. I fell gut you bcuz I believed we were the same. And yet, we were as brief as the mask worn that changed like the expressions upon your face. You failed to come sound to knowing there’s only one of me. Unlike how I knew you were hiding within your own wants she needs. So free I released you into the wind. Your fear of me was unsettling as it unveiled how do we were able to live. I stood with you until I confronted a conclusion of there just wasn’t and hope. That’s when I had to go…