in real time...

 I’m just some dude from the hood that ain’t never fit in. The ways of the insanity was a norm yet, I seen there was no win win. So that mind wandered off and found itself outside the box not giving a fuck. For the narrow minded I have no trust. I’m lookin at the world in real time chuckin like I ain’t got no sense. But it was I for I am to others too fuckin intense. As nerves shook off the vibe of bottom not knowing where to go. I walked away totally alone. Found me on the outside of the chaos that didn’t know how to act. It took a few years but I ain’t never going back. There’s too many selfish characters doing the same ol shit. Living off the crumbs ain’t how I wanna live. I’m with more than the cycle my ancestors could break. And I speak bad of no one’s name. But I ain’t where I’m from. I’m not a subject in a concrete jungle shunned. I got out never to return. At a young age I seen to much for I learned. Sniffed the aroma in the air and realized it was all bs. The L wasn’t mine to take so note I’m considered to be a trip. A lil coocoo for most to relate to. But that’s expected bcuz I see the way they move. But there’s no wrong way to be. I’d rather them to just stay the fuck away from me.