Nervous…

Maybe I’m more nerves than you. It ain’t easy got a man having confidence without being arrogant as self is to be put to use. Perhaps, I too want this night to move smoothly. Not wanting to do too much and disturb the mood. And all I can think is, what are you thinking? Of this night, what is your purpose and your true meaning. I came to witness you in true form. Hoping to do more than visualize you in motion. Craving to be a part of your life’s resolution. So, what if my nerves are getting the better of me? And I try my best not to let it be seen. Even if you did, would you think any less of who I am. I’m just one man. And here we are in the mingle of smiles. We haven’t even gotten to the question of what you’re doing after a while. And I’m shook but I’m content in containing the thrill within that’s jumping for joy. Boy oh boy. If you only knew the excitement pulsating in my chest. Not if feelings to soon but the sheer enthusiastic change to give it my best. Never to be fake and put on a false reality of who I am. But just to be entertained by your presence bcuz I can. Bcuz you wanna sit with me and let the day linger into a convo worth a fuck. I hope you know, I too am winging this moment too enlighten you that it’s more than a crush…