As you stand near my cold remains. A black rose from your hand is placed above my heart as it’s finally tamed. I’m not allowed to luv you past this point and it’s something I can’t control. As if I had a choice in my mind trying to leave you alone. But, it’s over now as if you’re here to show you actually fuckin cared. Your heals are nice but it’s the emptiness of your stare. I’m fine now as we wasted life running from our last moment in time. One of us had to go and I wish it was you so you didn’t have’s hurt inside. It’s not so selfish to say as long as you know without a doubt that I took you to my grave. So stay a while before we’re forever torn from my escape. I like your dress. Please don’t cry, your makeup is going to be a mess. I’m okay now that the ache of your absence is no longer felt. Just hold my hand so I can try to melt. For one more go to come back to life. Bcuz once you let go there goes the memory of you in my mind. Lost for an eternity as the missing pieces of me within you rot. I apologize I went first as you’re to live in a world without me still draped around your sweet spot. It seems I hurt you after all. It wasn’t my intent but at least you’re finally here for me as I’m in here mentally climbing these walls. Desperately attempting to get to you prior to me being forced to leave you be, forever. The only thing I’ve ever wanted was for us to be together. And here we are, finally acknowledging the luv was the realest emotion that we ever touched. Damn us. Damned to the dreams left in the dark. Nothing ever compared to you finding comfort in my arms. I knew you’d come after I’ve died for years craving more than the hunger in the growl. As I’m a afraid to ask, what are you gonna do now? Don’t let go, not yet. Don’t take your fingertips from my chest. Don’t go. Luv, don’t leave me here alone. Not like you did when you were fuckin able to show me what I meant to you. Why’d it take this long for you to shed a tear for my use? You’re turning your back again just to walk away. Damn, stay. Just long enough until the dirt falls down upon me. Before the silence truly claims this dream. Poof, gone. Was I ever the one?
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