relieved...

Losing the feeling. But why lie? It’s gone. I wish it was shackled somewhere deep. To surface when I’m over me. It’s a strange lil thing when you fall in luv with yourself. Luv’n another in truths claimed just isn’t felt. Going through some irrelevant phases cost me my passion. Once the poison set in the recognition was ever lasting. They all come and go for the coming of the unknown. Leaving self to correct self attempting to level up to full grown. As stares fade finding their misplacement in the mind. It's an absence of a friend that's said to be true. Cut from the noose and calling a truce. Hung high for all to see. Gathering the details of the endless memories. As compassion for other’s feelings cease to exist. The heart needs not apply whispers from a kiss. Done for is the mindset walking a loners waltz. Just to redirect intent to realize the definition of lost. We’re all pretend to be more but we’re not. Loose lips lie a lot. Tarring down character to create a character that better suits the tongue’s role rolling in the mouth. The truth of a so called friend has a unique sound. As their voices fluctuates without a care. Proving luv of selfish and refuses to play fair. Yeah, it hurts. But only until the comfort defines it’s worth. Reclassifying  touch as an enemies way of devouring the most sacred part. The heart collapses once it’s been chard. It’s nerves don’t quite respond right to pointless simulations. Allowing hormones to seek shallow attractions depending on the situation. I’m so far beyond returning to the games played. There’s nothing that interests curiosity displayed upon the face. It’s just been relieved and that’s all there is. For the empty hollow of a head can’t comprehend the he he haw that resides in the ribs. Chuckles vibrate deeper than fingertips can roam. Especially when one wants to be left the fuck alone. There’s no helping the mental stability once it finds itself. No one can interrupt its pieces pieced back together with a scar that's physically unseen. Life is something different when we set ourselves free…