Just making sure…

It ain’t raining no more but my face still feels the pain. Tears ain’t fell in years although your name triggers me so kapoof once again. Will you ever leave me be to claim my mental stability? You’re the furthest thing from what I need to claim my own insecurities.The sun’s been out and I don’t mind the cloudy skies no more. I don’t see your face in their shape that hovers over the water that begins to pour. And it’s nights like tonight I wish a shooting star would take your memory so far away. Bcuz as of lately I don’t feel the luv nor the hate. I don’t claim to be innocent nor do I care who takes the blame. I’m on the other side where I’ve come full circle cycling through self so I know what I cannot allow. You were the foundation of how I’ve learned to adapt without a frown. Over here I don’t blow with the severity of the breeze that moves like emotions every other day. There’s a flow that vibes ever so nice as I take shade beneath the trees. As this isn’t about you one least bit of saying, hi. I’m just making sure I don’t find another you trying to fuck to my life…