when the luv builds up with nowhere to go... life loses a feeling so natural eyes tend to tear up with the emptiness echoing in a silent room... the mind goes in to moments of disbelief knowing self has what it takes to believe in... when all the right intentions give up for luv' one to many times with nothing to ever come from the emotion spent... something happens along the way where thoughts feed the heart pain remembered from past times bcuz no one finds self worth the feel... always going without somewhere around the end as it was merely the beginnings of relations set out to concur what was said to be real... when the mind breaks down there's a change in desires that will give up the sexual intent before ever considering depths sought out as free... the pressure from the nerves take a beating of pulses spiked due to the betrayal that continues to know one thing... wanted for so long until something else consumes them resolving them as jus another fling... when too much has found its way in between the creases that hide the secrets n they still feel the need to vury their face into the memory... it's difficult to trust lips that babble tales sounding like those prior to the decision to go solo for the brain doesn't need the hemorrhaging... it's a fuck it concept if that's how they truly are... so it's pure mental digging beneath the skin wanting to leave a mark... an earn it policy that fights to settle for some half azz shit... when the disgust lingers in to the thrill of starting over new one too many times life if forced to catch a grip...
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