reasonable voids...

feeling like something was missed back when i closed my eyes...
somewhere along the lines some strange force happened to life...
there was a finer detail that for some purpose let life went astray... 
it changed n took me to a place that was said to be safe...
things were locked up within my own domain...
stumbling through a phase that consumed the nakedness of an honest face... 
as there's unexplained gaps of emotion that are unjustified...
redirected as time got lost to be rectified...
there's an absence in the hole that's seeped the doings gone wrong...
as the listening to eras of music play the comfort of old songs...
hope fell n i'm yet to respond to the confusion set free...
reminded of where all the good turned the mind off due to fading dreams...
something is not present yet it's felt ever time i call myself out...
things had to be cut from the memories drifting outta control...
reinstalling the facts that reconstructed my past to get me here not fast fast...
as it's me that went inward to correct self for better times losing sights of solo acts of better moments that didn't last..
 so the connection didn't cling to what's remembered as put on hold...
flying as high as the freedom it took to enjoy life...
voided thoughts regain visuals of thrills that lived in their own time...
moving to the melodies that recollect the use of a friends word...
at the edge of temptation pushing the limits to find the consideration of worth...