i'd be better off...

as the thought occurs from ur lips of what would i do without u...

i reflect on the lies of others if this was to end with no use...

it would be difficult at first as the truth would slowly realize u ain't no different...

even in the moment of holding on will tend to never mean shit...

so i'd be on my way to accept u gave up on me...

trying to wish away the pain through tears that consume me...

even wind up on my own for some time wondering if it's my fate...

goin back n forth in between words n actions that show luv n hate...

jus trying to understand why no one wants to stay...

altering my consciousness once again as u fade...

n as time heals my heart ur memory will come n go...

drifting when isolated more than when lusts wanna transform into luv's throne...

looking for a friend that u so claimed to be...

finding it hard to believe in others due to the constant betrayal of dreams...

for i will once again come to the terms that yet another luv'r has vanished...

one that couldn't live up to promises to never provoke the hurt it takes to be banished...

you'd be craved but someone else will come along n show me why i should cling to them...

prolly the same way u lay with me n whisper with comforts opening desires jus to vent...

as they to shall become an interest of the mind so emotion can reason with hope...

asking the same question u jus had jus to reflect on where is home...

paying the price through passion until i meet the one who means what they say...

truly letting go of the thoughts that remained as hand released me into the rain...

i'd get over u the same way u felt the need to remove me from ur life...
correcting what i thought i believed in when looking at u through my own eyes...

knowing u lied jus to have someone to feel on prior to use of an other...

there's no other scenario to think of other than it's u i'd never bother...

bcuz if i ain't worth the consideration to complete what it is u feel u wanna keep...

forgetting u is the only thing to be as the past will capture ur face where u dropped me...

telling u goodbye on the spot as seeing u later is no longer an option...

i'd refuse to believe u to be someone i can trust for you'd be nothing more than a distraction...

that is if honesty is what u seek to know of the aftermath's breathing......

asking of what ifs instead of allowing me to enjoy u so freely...