saddest shit ever heard was the heart breaking trying to trust an other... wanting to believe in them to become someone who'd be more than a luv'r... shit hurts on the release end on relations having to find another way... having to learn to live without the comfort someone who is supposed to be that one wanna stay... finding life feels different lost revolves to be the single thing that pushes self to the limits of finding who it is in the mirror... facing the pain of no more eats for a while as weakness's forgive the betrayal that created a different kinda fear... jus going without a friend who no longer wants to partake in the reasons it took to live through smiles... the worst feeling is to know the truths that led up to the point of luv speaking confusion to the hearts dial... with no one to call when life falls apart due to the chosen one felt the need to change... left standing in the middle of life not knowing where to look for a lil compassion as emotion swallows eyes not wanting something strange... as the feeling of hopelessness over rides the notion to be strong so life can go on... getting stuck in memories cut short is the tortured content in the texture of the rush losing its norm... having that one person taken away from all the good given so insure they knew u gave what self could... yet things transform as time accepts the revolving door to bring the heartache to the plate... the most hurtful gestures turn into sighs for what goes unseen due to passions blinded sense of seeing what it decides to ignore standing face to face... able to witness the use the special one truly tampered with to get their way before it was all said n done... n as the feelings slowly sheds from the skin worn facial expression are willing to show who reside beneath the vanity everyone else wants to put to use looking to have some fun...
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